Health - Strong Family History of Psychosis: LSD Use OK?

[Bong Smoker From Mars]

I'm planning to use LSD for the first time ever, but I'm having doubts due to "bad trips" and "psychosis episodes"

I researched alot about it on the net, but you get the best info from people who actually use it, not scientists who test it on rats or people wanting to trip for free!

anyway, I have about 3 uncles with schizophrenia, and my mother and brother have multiple personality disorder (basically mood swings lol) but I do not show signs

I went through a shitty time in my life for a few months and my head was messed up and I would have random thoughts of killing people, but now I have stopped all that and have pre-occupied my mind with philosophy, which is one of the main reasons why I want to try LSD. My "bad thoughts" have completely stopped, but I sometimes think about killing people I see on the news who gang rape children (but what normal human doesnt think that?)

should I go ahead and do it? or should I not risk it incase I do something stupid? I will be doing this by myself, and plan to stay in my room for the whole time

also, is there any risk of being "fried" after dropping acid?

I'm really excited and wanting to do this badly, all advice, comments, tips, tricks and whatever else is welcome!

Awesome forum BTW