Adderall and paranoia/anxiety?

[rilex]

So I was diagnosed with schizophrenia, which was misdiagnosed, and then they said it was depersonalization (if you know what that is, bravo). Anyway, I am also on adderall, and I will often throw down 80 mgs for fun. I've found that contrary to popular belief, my anxiety/paranoia basically vanishes and I'm able to let my guard down and be a social butterfly which feels fantastic when I'm on adderall. And during the come down, surprisngly, I still feel excellent. So I want my doctor to prescribe more, but he insists that adderall will only make my anxiety worse which couldn't be farther from the truth baed upon my own experience. Is my loss of anxiety just an abberation, or has anyone else experienced this when taking adderall?