Combining a psychedelic with a drug you wish would be part of your personality

[psyche]

[Written when nothing seemed to relate to anything]
So the story goes like this: SWIM bumbed with 5 hbwr and started having these strange thoughts in his head at a terrific speed. One of them is this. He got an idea because he had been smoking weed yesterday, and he hasn't done so in a very long time. So the next day he is still very mellow, as it was exceptionally potential, and god bless sativa-weed he smoked. Now when he took a psychedelic, those seeds, at first he felt pretty normal for a good two or three hours. It felt like he was suppressing and fighting the effects subsonsciously because he later had a bit of a ruff time with himself as the seeds took more grip. He has been pretty much against the stereotype of a pot smoker who is lazyish and empatic, like they are no good wussies, altough he wouldn't recognize that as one of his own thoughts now that he put it that way. He kind of collected some anxiety over the thing that his thougts were blurry and he was coming up. Now he feels like he had been born again, which undeniably isn't that rare anytime when we are talking about these mind boggling alkaloids. But he hasn't had that happen to him in a long time. And he felt really different, slow and empathic from the morning, he felt as if the yesterdays smoke's were still slowly flying around in his head. And then it struck him that this might be a good way to affect to which direction one would like to evolve. Now he isn't sure if this is such a gigantish revelation since it's no more than four hours since he eat the seeds, and as he is writing he feels a steep coming up, so give your own input on this one.

Mmmm.. yeah, and in case someone wonders, there are two SWIMs swimming around this house. The other one of them took over the computer to tell some sort of tales about the another.