Not all tweakers are bad.

[The_Paranoid]

So when people who have never tweaked nor had any experiences with it hears someone is a tweaker, it's like that tweaker is and aweful person which in my opinion is bull shit. Yeah, there are plenty high intesity users that live for tweak, but in a way that person had it coming for them in thier situation. Get what I'm kind of saying? Like my sisters boyfriend... he's a mad tweaker but his mom and dad do it with him, his older brother introduced him to it, it's kind of like it wasn't his fault. My sister on the other hand became a tweaker and got into it, not as bad as you see but pretty bad and her ass got out of it really quick becuase she knew she had to much to live for. She knew she had to many people around her that love her. I still think she does it, but not high-intensity. Now, I'm the tweaker, but I like to be known as a high class tweaker since it has ruined any bit of my life. I've been doing tweak for 2 years now, I got into it a little but got out, waited a couple weeks did it then stopped a week then did it, that's how it is now. I did it way more than what you would call "occasionly" but I'm not a bad person at all. My grades went higher because for it made me focus more in class, I drink ocasionally and smoke pot once a week but it has no impact on how i'm sucessful in life or it making my life worst than it was. In all honesty, it helped me out in alot of stuff. I'm not abusive, like it sayes you are after you've done it for a year, I'm not schitzophrenic, although I hullicinate when I'm coming down but thats normal for everyone. I just don't feel guilty for doing what I'm doing, just because I know I'm doing something bad but the bad part about it, is it fucking up my immune system, just like how people smoke ciggarrettes or people die from alcohol poisioning. I know I don't need rehab because I promised my sister if I did it once in a period of 2 months I would go, but I didn't.. I controlled it and didn't have bad withdraws or anything. I just want to know is there anyone in this similar situation? Someone who still lives a good life, but is a tweaker but is responsible about it. I know I'm not the only one like that, and I know I'm not in denial because I was in denial when I first started doing it, which almost every person is when they frist do it. I just know that it's not fucking up my life as bad as people would think, and I have a good feeling there is alot of people just like me. I also know, there is people who are loved and get way to into it, and get kicked out of there own house because they couldn't stop for noone. My cousin is the biggest tweaker, i've ever seen. He keeps a gun on his top dresser, 'cause he said if his parents call the cops on his he's going to blast their head off. So noone should take it to offence when I said that, but it makes sense.