my junky ex pal

[Bojangles]

Okay so when I was in like 1st or 2nd grade my mom was a big heroin addict. I saw so much shit at such a young age (people shooting up, people od'ing and dying in my bed, and having my mom threatening to kill me b/c i hid her needle) so i went through this shit early.....I would never touch because i know how much it can ruin your life and also b/c it is in my blood and i would probably like it a lot. Anyway, a girl i graduated with called me up one day. We haven't talked for awhile. She is using heroin now occasionally. Me, trying to be a good friend put my hand out to her, I started bringing her around my friends that way she wasn't around dope. Now I am realizing that she is stealling money and xanaxs from me. She has also stole money from pretty much all of my friends including my 15yr old sister. It really hurt me. I tried to help her out and save her from this f**king shit and then she turned around and stabbed me in the back like that. I havent confronted her yet b/c i think i might rip her head off.. everyone has acted really shady towards her and i know she thinks something is wrong, i just dont think she realized we all know she stole shit from us. She calls me off the hook and i cant take it. Dont bite the hand that is feeding you. I tried to help her, but she is just a junky. She doesnt want help, she wouldnt have stolen from us. Anyway I'm just really pissed and thought i should post this...