Experiences - Lsd was "My Flamingo's" therapist

[Freeconscience]

(Obviously this is "My Flamingo" recounting their experience)

"I will post videos we took on my phone during the full force of our acid trip & try to explain the compexity & depth of the experience in a later post since this is extremely over-whelming & beyond anything I could have imagined.

It unlocked many demons I had inside me & problems I never knew were a problem, because for many years since i was 13 (I am 19 now) i've been living in a world of denial & lies for reasons that stem from a deep, troubled history.

I say since 13 specifically because that was a dark changing point in my life & thanks to the LSD i finally understand this & can recognize many problems i was blind to & too scared & embarassed to face & it seems unreal because i didnt even know (like i said before) they were a problem until i did that acid & i can only be thankful.

There's far too much for me to puzzle together right now, my mind is over-whelmingly exposed, but i need a question answered & that is, is it possible that this acid has actually changed my life & it's not this whole thing about "oh it's the drugs talking, your insane, those so called understandings are unreal" is this all possible that it has cured everything for me? because i had a serious breakdown & spilled my guts & I feel 12-13 again like i'm stuck back in time, before i started lying to protect myself & built this other identity, i feel scared because now i've spoken & told what to me was impossible to tell to anyone without this acid, i can barely remember the last 6 years because many things were unpure & like i said, lies, so only truth exists now & when i was on the acid i HAD & i cannot stress enough, HAD to tell everything, as if the acid was urging me to be free & if i tell everything i'll be saved i guess & i want to believe this & i do, but i need to know from someone experienced if all this is truely possible, for comfort, so i can really start my life & look ahead. I'm sorry if it isnt well enough explained & might be hard to understand, i'm just completely over-whelmed. Please answer my question, thanks."