Hello everyone.
My names swim and I'm a drug addict.
*hi swim*
Swims spent most of his life completely obsessed with drugs and the culture. he rotates between doing pretty much everything with the exception of methamphetamine, heroin/morphine, and crack/coke. However he was once addicted to heroin 3-4 years ago.
It's not that this swimmers addicted to one perticular thing, but is extremely BORED or dissatisfied with himself and his world. Unless he has a "buzz".
He has abused mdma, e tabs, ghb/gbl, ketamine, benzos, hash, shrooms, opiates, lsd, nicotine, alcohol, research chemicals, etc... persistantly for at least 5 years(with little breaks here and there, hes 21). Ketamine and gbl seem to be the most addictive to this swimmer. can't stop the craving
Now swim can't seem to find anyway to avoid it(wanting to be high). his girlfriend of 2 years is just as addicted to getting high as he is. she probably doesn't want to quit. It seems anytime something comes up, he seems to think "this would be better if I was high on x drug(s)"
What a stupid thing to ask- but what else in the world is there to do??
SWIM is hitting the gym a lot more now. that eats up time. he loves working out but his girlfriend doesn't so he doesn't get to as much as he would prefer.
I'm a bit embarassed. I just want to talk to my mom about it, but she passed away 2 years ago.
But when everything is said and done, what is there to do to fight the urge?