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Enjoying adderall with others?
So SWIM has done adderall many times before tonight, and the social factor was to die for.
Tonight, though, SWIM was just not comfortable around people, and eventually just ducked outta the bar and went home.
Mind you, he has had some anxiety recently, having just broken up with his gf, but today he was doing alright. It also could have been because he did MUCH more than usual, and he rarely does any amphetamines... he probably had about 120-150mg throughout the night.
While being around people the high wasn't as euphoric (there were rambling chit chatty moments, but they didnt lastlong) and the high left swim very fast, and made him feel somewhat crappy (had some booze and weed, so it was tolerable).
Anyway, as soon as he got home he felt so much more at ease and relaxed, still continued (and is continuing) to blow the adderall XR's (insufflation probably didn't help the whole thing). He's going all out really because they were free, from an amazing friend who showed up and gladly handed SWIM like 10x 30mg XRs and 15 20mg XRs. It was a nice surprise.
Anyway, just wondering how you swimmers deal and react to social situations on adderall... SWIM definitely remembers just wanting to talk to people... but this time groups of people made him uncomfortable (he was fine with just his one friend tho).
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