SWIM's experiance

[lemon3k]

SWIM had previously never done E. in the last two months SWIM has done extacy twice now, SWIM took mickey about 2 mickey mouse pillls each time.

In both experiances SWIM ended up geting a pad of a4 paper and pen and writing down all SWIM's thaughts for around 3 and a half hours. on the 2nd time SWIM wrote 34 pages, SWIM wasnt alone as he was with 2 friends but SWIM just decided to do it

The 2nd time especialy SWIM i wrote down all that was on SWIM mind and SWIM found that it was incredabily theraputic especialy as he tends to bottle up his emotions rather than to share them. SWIM found SWIM was able to go incredibly deep into my sub consciouse and SWIM would consider it as a life changing experiance. SWIM found it to be truely eye opening and SWIM was able to be completley 100% honest with himeself for the first time ever. SWIM felt is has greatly developed SWIM as person for the better and SWIM has alot better understanding of him self.

it has changed SWIM that much that SWIM it made me book a tattoo (SWIM came up the tattoo idea with on the 2nd trip) which SWIM am getting done tomorrow.

was wondering if any1 has ended up just writing for the whole trip. I would reccomend this exercise to any1 who wants to do some serious soul searching.