My 1st time rolling (long)

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I would like to start out by saying holy shit what a drug!


I was scared as shit as I popped the small blue pillin my mouth. I looked at my girlfriend and said "you better take care of me". She assured meeverthing would be ok. We both walked out of the bathroom and gathered up her 2 girlfriends. We decided to leave the new years eve party b/c of the amount of people there. They said I would be a lot more comfortable back at the house.


We all got in the car on our way to Wal-Mart to shit, pick up water and glo-sticks. I wasn't feeling anything unusual yet. Then walking through the isles her 2 girlfriend stopped at the toy isle. They were laughing and picking up stuff, saying oooh and ahhh. Then I starting looking at all the colorful toys and started to smile. I felt like a little kid again. It was a very happy, good feeling.


We get the stuff and start back to car. Get in and they turn some music on and start singing and dancing. It was like I could feel my girlfriends and her 2 friends happiness and energy in the car. I started to feel a warm, tingley wave of something start at my toes and run up the length of my entire body. I knew something was kicking in now..


I hear a moan...I look to my right and see my girlfriend with her legs drawn up to her chest with her hands on her thighs, her head cocked back moaning. I was like oh my fu(king god. She was soooo beautiful I couldn't keep my eyes off her. Her friend asked her other friend if I was ok, or scared. She said no, he's just observing, which was the truth.


Then I start to think about something. I started to think when we all got back to the house we were going to have a 4 some, me, my girl, and her two friends. My chest started beating faster, faster, faster. Then I felt as if they all were thinking the same thing! Like they all knew what I was thinking and wanted it also. The truth is I would never have a 4 some with my g/f. But that's what I was thinking. So we pull up in the driveway and all of a sudden a wave of relief comes over my body, the thoughts about the crazy orgy were gone.


Minutes later two other guys show up, one of the girls, b/f and another guy. We turn the light off and turn some music on. I started to feel very close to my girlfriend, like I didn't want to be without her. We took our spot on the couch and were watching some light shows, which had me mesmerized I might add. They had this wand thing with a ball in the top, the lights on the top of the ball would spin around. I was loving that. I started to sit beside my girl and rubbing her legs, I believe I was rubbing them fairly hard. She felt sooooo good. I remember being nervous/scared that she was going the be rubbed by one of the other guys in the room. I didn't and still don't understand the whole rolling and peaking feelings. Everything just seemed so sexual, hearing moans from the other couple giving massages, etc. She gave out a few light shows and face massages. She kept on asking me to get up but I didn't want to, and I don't even know if I could I felt floored!


As things started to feel normal we all dropped another dolphin. The entire night I was making out with my girl. Then some shit scared me. As I was kissing her I opened my eyes...and what did I see....myself. I saw a big nose, eyes and facial hair. It was like I was her. This scared me and I stopped and shook my head and tried to focus my eyes.


The music felt, yes felt soooo amazing, water tasted amazing. I just don't know if I did everthing right. It seemed like my girl, along with other people were more audible with their moans..etc. The only time I felt the warm tingley wave on my body was when I in the car. Was I not peaking? My g/f the next day said she was hesitant to rub me a lot because I was really floored, I guess that means fu(cked up. She said she didn't know how I would react.


Also everythign from that night seems soo blurry, so many missing pieces of info that Iforget. I remember almost like waking up and forgetting where I was. Then I would say outloud "where am I" What was that about?


Sorry so long....please get me input on what was happening so I can understand a little better the next time I do it.