Confused - Something Inside SWIM is Changing

[The Doors]

SWIM has been feeling a bit bizzare lately, it is hard to explain what is happening to him. SWIM feels that something inside him is changing, this may sound bizzare but he's been able to feel the energly flow in his body in the past few days.

He's also had a lot things on his mind, his mother is currently fighting a battle against lukemia... SWIM is trying not to think negatively and so is his mother, but it's getting hard.

SWIM is unable to focus on school work, he is completely unmotivated for his program and can't seem to find the effort to do it, and he doesn't feel as though it has to do with laziness. SWIM decided that he is dropping his program and taking some time off to find the right domain for himself. He doesn't really know what to go into, psychology and political science are two subjects that might be worth puising into. He's not just looking for a good financial career, he wants to be able to change things and how society is... Some might say it is the young in me speaking and perhaps that is true, but it is while I think it's worth to act not afterwards right?

Anyways, that's all for now...