swim doesnt roll on Ecstasy

[dreamworld native]

when swim was on medication he could never roll, so he assumed it was just the medication. but he's been off it for a while, so he decided to roll last night. he swallowed 2 at first and felt very little effects. he then took two more. he felt drunk, and then traumatic memories and the "truth" about things started to pop up into his head, and thats when he realized he is very traumatized. he started to feel extreme panic, sadness, and FEAR...he realized he is terrified about feeling things. it was up and down, sometimes during the weak roll he would feel like he's having a panic attack and felt like killing himself, other times he had confidence to overcome his fears and didnt feel too bad. but then the effects went away. swim believed its possible that if he felt the roll strongly he would be able to overcome his emotions. but it was very weak. what should he do? he took 4 and didnt roll. he doesnt have alot of money to spend on drugs. is there anything he can do to roll harder?