Profound, Mind Shattering XTC experience

[betty_bupe]

Dear group,</span><br style="color: rgb(153, 0, 255);">
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I celebrated my birthday last
weekend, and ended up scarfing about 4 tabs( they were weak) of XTC
over a 18 hour period. The resulting experience has me
questioning the purity of my pills, but also the way my mind works.</span><br style="color: rgb(153, 0, 255);">
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After a night of dancing and
hedonism, my boyfriend and I were kicking back at our pad, when we
decided to do a top-up. We ate the fourth pill, and laid down on
the bed. My boyfriend watched cartoons, but I closed my eyes.</span><br style="color: rgb(153, 0, 255);">
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After about 20 minutes, I
started to have interesting closed-eye visuals. Geometric shapes,
the sensation of astral travel, Tibetan mandelas. And then, after
about 20 minutes of this, I began to have the most amazing, n</span>e</span>o</span>n-Technicolor</span>
visuals, likened only to vivid cartoons, or maybe stained glass in
front of flourescent lights. Flaming daggers hanging in the night
sky, flying through an asteroid field, a vision of my own, beautiful
death- which surprised me, cuz I have always been afraid of
death. I had to coax these images at first, to allow them to
'breakthrough', and when they did, I had sensory/mind 'orgasms' in
response to the sheer beauty of the colours and designs.</span><br style="color: rgb(153, 0, 255);">
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What the hell was in my E?
I'm assuming it might have been cut with MDA, or one of the 2-C
family...Anyone else have personal experiences with incredible, almost
graffiti-quality visuals? I felt like I was tapping my
unconscious mind: full of visual vocabulary, yet lacking syntax.
I would love to hear your tales.....</span><br style="color: rgb(153, 0, 255);">
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love Betty</span>