Social - Relationships while on coke???

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Hey,


Sorry, if you read something like this or if it's too long...but, it's just bugging me...


Has anyone out there, been honest with a family member, girlfriend, boyfriend, friends, etc and told them that you were using coke....And did that affect your relationship?*


I've been clean off and on for the past 2 weeks.* BUT, the thing is I lost a really important relationship.*


She felt betrayed...but, I don't get it.* Seriously....How would someone feel betrayed, if I'm using.* Her exact quote was "You picked a drug over me."*


Is it just because I'm clueless or what.* I seriously didn't see me using, actually affect our relationship.*
Does anyone notice the difference in your relationships, when you're doing drugs? Or is it just me???


Any suggestions????* Edited by: BA