bad trip/good trip (wtf?)

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hey guys,

i'm kind of a noob at drugs. 2 days ago i did E for the first time with
a friend of mine, i only did 1 pill (and he said the pills were mild).

sure enough, i had the time of my life. quite possibly the happiest experience i've ever had. lasted about 3 hours.



anyway, the NEXT day i decided to do some shrooms.

i didn't eat anything the whole day, cuz i know you get more bang for
your buck when you do it on an empty stomache. i took about 3g, and it
kicked in SOOOOOOOOOOO fast. i couldn't believe it, cuz i've done
shrooms a few times before and all the other times took at least 30
minutes to kick in. this time it only took like 10 minutes.

now here's the bad part:

for some reason as soon as it kicked in i wanted it to stop. i couldn't
handle it, and all i did was walk back and forth in my room trying to
"control" it and make it stop. i kept asking myself why the fuck did i
take it, and i swore to myself that i'll never do ANY drugs again in my
life. after like 40 minutes of that i began to feel very cold and
had to lie down in my bed, as soon as i did that the next wave hit me
and i started to enjoy it.

the next 5 hours were absolutely incredible. i loved every minute of
it, just lying in my bed, watching the floor rotate and move
constantly, seeing all these crazy shapes/patterns and colors when i
closed my eyes. (for some reason i had to go take a piss every 20
minutes or so, that was annoying)

on the come down, i begin to feel horrible again. i suddenly felt
incredibly guilty, and felt utter disgust for all drugs. and again i
swore that i would never take any drugs for as long as i live and
started planning what i should do with the stuff i already have (throw
it out, or sell it). i kept getting all these sick images in my head,
thoughts of suicide, and other disturbing thoughts that just came out
of no-where.



the next morning after a good nights sleep i felt perfectly fine and i
dont hate drugs anymore. i dont know wtf happened to me, can anyone
enlighten me?