Any Advice?

[hapyinga]

Hi! I'm new to this sight. Found it while looking for information on passing a drug test. I'm a chronic ice user - have been for over a year (EVERYDAY - several times a day). Surprisingly enough I'm a functioning member of society. Have a full time job, single mom, two kids. Its the only time in my life I haven't been tired or exhausted. I haven't noticed any adverse affects, of course that could be the drugs talking! Anyway, last Wednesday during lunch, i'm out re-upping to make it through the rest of the day and I fucking got busted. In a federal park! So I was arrested and charged with a federal class A misdemeanor. What jerks. The cops treated me like I was a criminal. AND i have the bruises to prove it. I wouldn't put my cell phone down - i had to call my boyfriend so he could call work for me - so they also have me with resisting arrest and disobeying a federal law officer. Who thought park rangers could be such assholes? Anyway, I have to go to probabtion on Friday - i got out on O/R so they put you on probation until you go to court (what happened to innocent until proven guilty). What can I do. When I went before the judge, he said no more drugs. Now, how do they expect someone who has been using everyday for over a year to just stop? Why? How? I don't want to stop! I don't want to be tired. They know I used a week ago so I shouldn't have any in my system, but I'm going to. What should I do?