Hi New Here

[sarah_marie]

Hi I'm Sarah I was addicted to heroin and crack for 8 years but have been clean I guess for nearly 2 years I am on methadone though which is proving a lot harder to get of then heroin. I do relapse about once or twice a month on heroin but nothing major so far and I hope I can keep it this way but it is hard.

Sometimes I find myself actually wishing I was back on heroin I dont know why because I used to fund my habit by prostitution which I absolutely hate doing.

Hope to make some friends here with people that actually understand what I'm going through, because my husband really does'nt understand why I am the way I am he thinks I can just stop my methadone just like that and everything will go fine, he does'nt actually know about my monthly relapses he thinks I have been absolutely clean of heroin for nearly 2 years I could never tell him or explain why cos he wont listen and does'nt understand.
I have also been deppressed for many years and have been on 100mg Amitriptyline for over 4 years I do not reccomend this drug to anyone who is deppressed it has nasty side effects especially if you miss a dose and it does'nt actually stop my deppresion it just allows me to get some sleep.
Anyway great to be here
From
Sarah