Effects - Coke Question: Why was the first time the best?

[bolan]

Hi,

IM new here..

i have a question. The first time i took coke i was so high i loved it i rushed i had such a great time. the 2nd time was so- so ... yesterday was the 4th time and i was just sitting on a chair and chatting with my friend. I realized that sometimes when sniffin, my legs and arms get so tired and powerless but inside of me im awake and powerful.

i dont know but i think its weird, why the first time so cool and then the other times just...nah so so?

Maybe the 1st time was purer, or just because "it was my first time"?

Also, you know how cocain tates - bitter. Yesterday i realized it was quite bitter more than it usually was. What sign is that?

Thanks for any help