Time! the only thing swim doesnt got

[daeron]

[rant]

okay, this is a rant, but swim had to tell it to someone, its really for the chem part of the forum,but swim has been spammin enough

Swim grew up in a fucked up environment, all the odds were against him/her and she literaly escaped death a dozen times...yet swim managed to stand above the shit and get a himself decent education, and after that to get a decent job..
now swim loves what he does, every day is a fuckin chalenge and struggle but she loves it...its one of those jobs you have to live..

but the thing is swim is feeling that his life is slipping away, she just has no time left for nuffin. he sleeps 3 to 4hrs a day,if shes lucky, and now he is forced to give up dreaming. now has swim mentioned that she had a lot of shit in life, shit that included deliberate destruction of honey/equip, law suits, beatings and whatnot. and um,she presevered, and got out of all of that shit w/out any probs...w a fuckin profit
and now hes forced to quit it all for the sake of the job she lives for.FUCK

and there are so many things swim wants to do, to see,even that fuckin MW thing swims been working on for the last 4yrs,and he cant find the time to gather all the data and make a decent writeup..
not to mention the fact that there was this strange rain of 4AcO-indole recently.....maybe one last dream, but fuckin WHEN?


anyone got time to borrow?

[there swims done-->/rant]