1. Any idea why the fuck I (not my dog, my rat, my lego, my sisters cousins friends uncle etc) need to eat min 20 grams of Kratom
to even feeling anything even though I have no opiate
tolerance (never touched an opiate ever in my life) and ive only done Kratom 3 times. Note, i know the product is good, there is no doubt in that respect. So far ive tested 3 vendors
2. I have no idea what opiate euphoria is supposed to feel like but i get nothing more then what i co,uld compare to 1 tiny line of shit coke
Even when consuming amounts that result in an inability to walk and itches everywhere (no nausea ever but nothing gives me nausea).
I was so amped about Kratom but instead im going nuts with frustration. Im now tempted to do the harder opiates
just to determine what its supposed to feel like. Maybe im just expecting to much?
The most I have got is a comfortable body sensation which indirectly influences my mood, however im certain there is more to an opiate euphoria
then that otherwise people wouldnt bother with opiates. I am expecting a mood altering high, a pleasurable feeling, something along those lines. If somebody could attempt to explain opiate euphoria in comparison to coke euphoria, that would really help to identify if its occurring or not.
Obviously there is know way to know for certain if my product is good, but i can tell when i have had a big dose due to other effects like weak muscles, trembling, crazy itching, inability to see straight etc
Plus i have heard experience reports of serious euphoria, nodding etc from Kratom, many go as far as to say its better then pharma opiates.
Again i think if somebody could attempt to explain what opiate euphoria feels like, it would really help.
1 thing though my first experience 4 days back i was eyeballing doses and ended up eating a big amount, prob 35g's or so, couldnt focus on anything, walking was hard, it was as if every muscle felt like i had gymed the day before, any exertion on any muscle would result in trembling, weakness, shaking, dizziness etc. I am wondering if that first OD experience has perhaps killed my tolerance for the next 3 attempts the following 3 days.
From what I have read though it doesn't work this way and takes longer to build a tolerance.
Ok to be thorough, I have had H once 2 years back when a dealer accidentally supplied me a G of Thai White instead of coke. Suffice to say hitting a fat line of H while driving did not work out very well. I also did not experience any euphoria from this experience either but i put that down to freaking out not knowing wtf was going on.
Ive honestly wanted to experience an opiate high for years but never willing to do the real thing. Kratom seemed like the perfect way to experience it but alas... Its killing me!