honeymoon is over

[Alquimista]

last friday while being in a small rave where almost everyone were rolling I dropped only one pill. I've never before been that high on E... and I ended up leaving from the event and pointlessly wonder in the town - just walking without a destination... after a awhile I started to feel intense pain in my lower back and it lasted nonstop until I collapsed. I really thought this was it - the end. Somehow I managed to get to my gf's house and went to bed seriously doubting if I would awake the next morning - the backpain was awful to say the least (my kidneys have been messed up for almost a decade so I'm familiar with backpain).

"when the comedowns outweight the good times then you know the honeymoon is over" - Koop @ "Human Traffic"

E has made me laugh, made me cry, made me dance and celebrate, I've had loads of fun but now ... I think its time leave it back for good..

.. insane how only one pill can make a difference ..