Health - Year break after anxiety..should swim try again ?

[MINUS12]

Hi ,

Swim hasnt done eddie since october last year due to anxiety and panic attacks


Swiy use to drop 1-2 beans every 4-5 weeks for a 10 month period last year, at first everything was great then after 5 months swim started to get more weird comedowns..paranoia,fuzzyness. Then on 9th month swim got his first panic attack ..it went away after a few hours


So on the 12 month october swiy dropped 1-2 beans again and also hit 1 blotter of acid , nice buzz etc..then a week after swiy felt terrible really dissconnected,anxious,repeated panic attacks,racing thoughts,miserble,dark clouds,no enthusiasm..this went on for months and swim only felt better or normal after about 6 months of yoga.nutrition etc..Doctor prescibed sertraline but swim fought the fight solo


Swim now feels great but occasionly feels more aware and mildly anxious



Question is should swim try again tonite..or do you think eddie will trigger all these symtoms again in swim.


Please help...

[aerozeppelin123]

I would say definitely don't do it. From what you say, swiy's usage was only ever moderate (1-2 pills every month or so is very little compared to what a lot of other users are taking without such severe side-effects), yet swiy still got these negative reactions. Basically what I mean is that swiy seems to be particularly susceptible to the negative effects of ecstasy so it would probably be better to stop taking it and move on.

[MINUS12]

But swiy was ok for about 6 months and didnt get any negative effects, maybe swiy was dropping to regular


Awww

[BrainMelt]

Maybe swiy was taking some really bad pills. Swim used to take 20-50 pills a month for about a year, and never had these kinds of side effects. They were all good quality pills.