Experiences - SWIM's new outlook

[JCM2]

SWIM recently visited a music festival when many friends, and had a tremendous time for the first 3 days, but on the last night, had the oppurtunity to have half a gram of MDMA powder/crystal with a friend.

SWIM did their first dab, which was mainly a large crystal at around 9pm. SWIM was initially very anxious yet soon calmed down and relaxed with his friends. A famous band then appeared on stage and played a 2 hour set, whilst SWIM shared the rest of their MDMA with a close friend, ingesting another 2 dabs. The music at this time appeared to be so clear and enjoyable to SWIM it was hard to comprehend.

After then band had finished their set, SWIM went to a disco tent with his friends, many of whom were also enjoying the same substance and its feelings, the next 2 hours were a blur, but SWIM remember immense feeling of eurphoria coupled with music being enhanced dramatically.

At about 4am, everyone returned to campsite and sat around the fire talking and relaxing. SWIM had quite a harsh comedown, coupled with a bit of paranoia, but once he had enjoyed a few hours sleep, this feeling had passed.

Even though this all happened nearly 4 days ago, SWIM still feels that there is a left over feeling from the night, as SWIM is usually a very anxious person, yet has felt very little pressure or stress over the last 2 days, despite having a driving test and not passing! (which would usually stress SWIM out a lot)

SWIM honestly feels that this MDMA experience has changed him for the better, and made him view the world in a much more optimistic viewpoint overall. Is this normal for a first time MDMA experience?


p.s. SWIM does not feel he will try MDMA again for at least 3 weeks.

[Panthers007]

Great! Now SWIM should take the time to use a good scale and follow suggested dosing criteria as established here and elsewhere. With MDMA - a little bit too much can ruin the experience. Peace and Love are replaced with Anxiety and Fear. Read up.

[KomodoMK]

Originally Posted by JCM2

SWIM honestly feels that this MDMA experience has changed him for the better, and made him view the world in a much more optimistic viewpoint overall. Is this normal for a first time MDMA experience?


p.s. SWIM does not feel he will try MDMA again for at least 3 weeks.

I would say that is normal, SWIM had a wonderful experience with MDMA which made him a much more open minded person. It gave a different and new perspective which has served to change his life for the better. This is the only drug SWIM has tried which has had no negative effects on his health. (SWIM did suffer short term memory loss from ab(using) to much, but memory not only returned to normal, but improved, after abstaining for over a year.

SWIM would recommend you wait for more than 3 weeks before using again. Both for the above reason of memory loss, and because it will lose it's magic. Some people never get the magic back, I feel SWIM was lucky to get it back after abstaining for so long and he has learnt to respect the drug for what it is and only indulges once every 3-6 months or more.

Be sensible and enjoy!!

KomodoMK added 2 Minutes and 36 Seconds later...

Oh and SWIM finds the best way to dose is to bomb (in rizla) about 150mg and snort ~50mg 10 minutes later. Makes for one hell of a come up and lush buzz. But bare in mind we are all different and have different tolerances and experience, so be careful.

Know your body, know your mind, know your source!