Experiences - New feeling when coming up...

[freshacejay]

Hey guys.

SWIM has been getting a wierd new feeling when coming up (or pre-coming up).

It can start as soon as 5 mins after ingestion and is a very nervous feeling. swim will be easily agitated and hyperactive followed by heavy breathing and physical exhaustion (the follwoing part only occurs close to mdma onset). The feeling can endure 1-2 hours and be interuted by moments of relaxedness. Usually being in a chilled environment with friends makes him so calm that only the physical effects are noticed after a while. Being in a club or on the way will encourage the nervous feeling.

Swim is pretty sure it is just anticipation and impatience, but the heavy breathing and physical effects (which do not feel bad) are very new and wierd.

Swim would like to hear if you guys have similar experiances or know what exactly is going on.

Cheers!

[Aar0n]

SWIM has only done MDMA twice. The second time was the first "proper" time though. Before SWIM had even made the bomb or lines, SWIM was feeling nervous and a bit anxious with butterflies to match.

In fact, SWIM is going to do MDMA in about 3 hours with friends, and despite knowing last time was absolutely fantastic, SWIM still has a pang of anxiety about it.

[freshacejay]

Yeah. I get what SWIY means. And SWIM knows the feeling. But its not the angst thing, it absolutely only occurs after ingestion and does not feel as "bad" as anxiety or the sort.
Maybe im just splitting hairs in the big bowl of feelings, but what the heck its 9 pm on a monday

[Aar0n]

SWIM is going to do some more molly tonight. Still about 5 odd hours until he drops but SWIM already has the "feeling".

Maybe because SWIM isn't too experienced with it (tonight being the fourth time with MD). Reading thread after thread on DF also doesn't help with this feeling, either!

[tinytom]

Swim get very tired, yawns alot and could nearly go to sleep before the E actually hits.