My 1st time rolling (long)

[NooYrdrop]

I would like to start out by saying holy shit what a drug!


I was scared as shit as I popped the small blue pillin my mouth. I looked at my girlfriend and said "you better take care of me". She assured meeverthing would be ok. We both walked out of the bathroom and gathered up her 2 girlfriends. We decided to leave the new years eve party b/c of the amount of people there. They said I would be a lot more comfortable back at the house.


We all got in the car on our way to Wal-Mart to shit, pick up water and glo-sticks. I wasn't feeling anything unusual yet. Then walking through the isles her 2 girlfriend stopped at the toy isle. They were laughing and picking up stuff, saying oooh and ahhh. Then I starting looking at all the colorful toys and started to smile. I felt like a little kid again. It was a very happy, good feeling.


We get the stuff and start back to car. Get in and they turn some music on and start singing and dancing. It was like I could feel my girlfriends and her 2 friends happiness and energy in the car. I started to feel a warm, tingley wave of something start at my toes and run up the length of my entire body. I knew something was kicking in now..


I hear a moan...I look to my right and see my girlfriend with her legs drawn up to her chest with her hands on her thighs, her head cocked back moaning. I was like oh my fu(king god. She was soooo beautiful I couldn't keep my eyes off her. Her friend asked her other friend if I was ok, or scared. She said no, he's just observing, which was the truth.


Then I start to think about something. I started to think when we all got back to the house we were going to have a 4 some, me, my girl, and her two friends. My chest started beating faster, faster, faster. Then I felt as if they all were thinking the same thing! Like they all knew what I was thinking and wanted it also. The truth is I would never have a 4 some with my g/f. But that's what I was thinking. So we pull up in the driveway and all of a sudden a wave of relief comes over my body, the thoughts about the crazy orgy were gone.


Minutes later two other guys show up, one of the girls, b/f and another guy. We turn the light off and turn some music on. I started to feel very close to my girlfriend, like I didn't want to be without her. We took our spot on the couch and were watching some light shows, which had me mesmerized I might add. They had this wand thing with a ball in the top, the lights on the top of the ball would spin around. I was loving that. I started to sit beside my girl and rubbing her legs, I believe I was rubbing them fairly hard. She felt sooooo good. I remember being nervous/scared that she was going the be rubbed by one of the other guys in the room. I didn't and still don't understand the whole rolling and peaking feelings. Everything just seemed so sexual, hearing moans from the other couple giving massages, etc. She gave out a few light shows and face massages. She kept on asking me to get up but I didn't want to, and I don't even know if I could I felt floored!


As things started to feel normal we all dropped another dolphin. The entire night I was making out with my girl. Then some shit scared me. As I was kissing her I opened my eyes...and what did I see....myself. I saw a big nose, eyes and facial hair. It was like I was her. This scared me and I stopped and shook my head and tried to focus my eyes.


The music felt, yes felt soooo amazing, water tasted amazing. I just don't know if I did everthing right. It seemed like my girl, along with other people were more audible with their moans..etc. The only time I felt the warm tingley wave on my body was when I in the car. Was I not peaking? My g/f the next day said she was hesitant to rub me a lot because I was really floored, I guess that means fu(cked up. She said she didn't know how I would react.


Also everythign from that night seems soo blurry, so many missing pieces of info that Iforget. I remember almost like waking up and forgetting where I was. Then I would say outloud "where am I" What was that about?


Sorry so long....please get me input on what was happening so I can understand a little better the next time I do it.

[cyalume]

thx for the trip report.. reading about people's first time is always interesting, especially when they enjoyed it as much as i did mine. Ecstasy in a home enviroment is so incredible.. i always prefered an almost theraputic atmosphere were it was used to resolve conflicts, issues from youth, and grow a deeper bond between friends. My favorite part is the super honest openess i have achieved on it. Mescaline had a certain level of openess and drive for sociability but lacked the profound honesty and empathy that estasy showed me. I cant wait to try it with a significant other.. i cant imagine how deep the relationship would be after rolling together. Unfortunately for me at the moment my current girl absolutely refuses to roll. It bothers me that people can just turn there back to these substances without at least trying them one time in a safe controlled enviroment with people who have used it before.

[jarka]

Nice, just don't do it too often
Did you have any negative effects (like teeth grinding or hangover on the next day or something)?

[NooYrdrop]

Yes I was grinding my teeth. Had no appetite the next day.

all very normall, and yeh when you droped the second pill, it would not
of felt the same, as the 1st hit, as the 1st is always the strongest
and the best, as your body does not expect it!

[newguy1]

Great story NooYrdrop!
Thanks for sharing. Im not sure if youve done it again or not but now that you know what to expect next time will be even better (at least that was my experience). You'll be more comfortable, less scared and will learn to watch yourself and others for signs of getting floored. SOmetimes if someone is getting 'stuck' all you have to do is change something in the environment (lights, smells, ...) and usually that will bring them back to life. They will sure as hell still be feeling it but they wont have that trancelike state. When my girlfriend sees me starting to look sleepy she lightly blows on my face and for whatever that reason, BAM im back and feelin good!

Sounds like you had fun! Happy New Year!