Have i suffered perminant brain damage?

[MaFi0s0]

its monday night now and i went on a bender from saturday night to sunday afternoon in that amount of time i would of hadthe eqivilant to15 linesor 1 gram of base.


now its only the 3rd time ive had speed but i was shouted 7 grams of base off a good mate, so i was going around shouting lines to my mates and by sunday id rack the odd one here and there throughout the day or night with other mates.


im aware most the imediate side effects of speed are due to lack of sleep because i have had auditory disturbances when being up for long hours, but when i was trying to goto sleep sunday night after being up for 40 hoursi was quite amazed at having very minor visual halucinations(whitemetal-robot cockaroaches!)


anyway since then i have had 3 episodes of severly scattered stuttering when speaking to someone! for example...


after saying hello on the phone to someone i havent spoken to in a while:


"how.. ah-go... nah ho...so. ....BRO i heard this that and this has happened?"


instead of


"hows it going man, so i was just calling you to find out when your comming down?"


and


person: 'so why arent you doing that these holidays?'


"nah uh shit thes.. its shit hol th it uhh"


instead of


"nah its shit doing it these holidays"


its like if i am in any major panic to say something wich i have to quickly construct in my head it comes out all fucking dislexic


i thought it was just the side effects of having the drug leave my system but to make sure, i asked an experienced friend and she said its the brain damage, then on one occasion of my scattered stuttering one ofmy mates cracked a joke telling me the drug is STUCK ON ME, after that comment i have become paranoid that maybe it is.


*downs a beer*

[WhiteRyan]

Once you stay off the speed you'll be able to speak normally. But yes speed does cause brain damage.

[MaFi0s0]

yea but its ment to be over time, anyway i feel alot better today, my apetite is still down but i slept good and i have alot of energy compared to yesterday but im still not 100% i feel asthough its still in my system and im thinking alil faster than i normally do, i supose its normal cause my mate yesterday looked like he was peaking off his face and i didnt wanna ask him but he said that everyone has told him he looks like hes peaking when he hadnt even have anything since the day before.

[METHod Seven]

I'm sure you'll be OK dude, speed does cause brain damage, but I don't think the symptoms you're describing are permanent. To me, it sounds like you had an extremely hard weekend of partying and of course all of those chems are going to have some sort of an adverse effect. I would advise you take it a little easier next time )

[magicmaster141]

That seems like a lot for that amont of time you did it in and just being your 3rd time that sounds pretty crazy (but fun lol) too me. Your prolly gonna be just fine your body just aint used too doing that much that fast is my guess. You feelin back to normal now I'm guessin? Hope so, be careful man lol, later~

[MaFi0s0]

Im relieved that im back to 100% now, all i needed was a really good nights rest, im alot more aware of how it effects me so im sure next time i wont have to worry so much, im looking forward to NYE.

[newguy1]

sleep man sleep! The body needs sleep or it starts freakin out and starts doing weird things! (hmmmm, like all the shapes flying around my room right now) gotta sleep!!!!

NYE! Did everone have a good time!? OH HELL YEAH!!!! Lata all!