bad trip/good trip (wtf?)

[integer]

hey guys,

i'm kind of a noob at drugs. 2 days ago i did E for the first time with
a friend of mine, i only did 1 pill (and he said the pills were mild).

sure enough, i had the time of my life. quite possibly the happiest experience i've ever had. lasted about 3 hours.



anyway, the NEXT day i decided to do some shrooms.

i didn't eat anything the whole day, cuz i know you get more bang for
your buck when you do it on an empty stomache. i took about 3g, and it
kicked in SOOOOOOOOOOO fast. i couldn't believe it, cuz i've done
shrooms a few times before and all the other times took at least 30
minutes to kick in. this time it only took like 10 minutes.

now here's the bad part:

for some reason as soon as it kicked in i wanted it to stop. i couldn't
handle it, and all i did was walk back and forth in my room trying to
"control" it and make it stop. i kept asking myself why the fuck did i
take it, and i swore to myself that i'll never do ANY drugs again in my
life. after like 40 minutes of that i began to feel very cold and
had to lie down in my bed, as soon as i did that the next wave hit me
and i started to enjoy it.

the next 5 hours were absolutely incredible. i loved every minute of
it, just lying in my bed, watching the floor rotate and move
constantly, seeing all these crazy shapes/patterns and colors when i
closed my eyes. (for some reason i had to go take a piss every 20
minutes or so, that was annoying)

on the come down, i begin to feel horrible again. i suddenly felt
incredibly guilty, and felt utter disgust for all drugs. and again i
swore that i would never take any drugs for as long as i live and
started planning what i should do with the stuff i already have (throw
it out, or sell it). i kept getting all these sick images in my head,
thoughts of suicide, and other disturbing thoughts that just came out
of no-where.



the next morning after a good nights sleep i felt perfectly fine and i
dont hate drugs anymore. i dont know wtf happened to me, can anyone
enlighten me?

[anjin]

The E you did the night before seriously messes with your brain chemistry. Your serotonin supply (the stuff that makes you feel good) was depleted by the E. People often feel depressed, low on energy and emotional with low levels of serotonin. It may take up to 2 weeks before your brain has replenished the used up serotonin. (that is why you can only rol for a few hours after which taking more E does not give the desired effect anymore)

Probably this influenced your trip. This is why you never should trip when you are not fully rested and feeling well in general.