Drug Crave

[Nahbus]

Quoted from SWIM:

"I hate when I get in these moods where I crave any drug I can get my hands on. I would probably take anything you could give me (maybe with the exception of coke. Been down that road and I don't ever want to go back. I had my second chance after being addicted, and I can't let that happen again). Just wish I had something besides benzos right now, or at least more than 15mg valium left (already took a real low dose of chlordiazepoxide, maybe the valium and a shot of alcohol or something will cheer me up). I could go for some opiates. Too bad I'm broke and my car isn't running. Pretty much screwed and sober. What do you all do when you're craving drugs? I'm keeping busy but still can't get it out of my head.
I hate having this addictive personality. I'm not even addicted to anything right now (besides cigs, possibly valium but thats more for social anxiety, I take it just about everyday) but I'm totally craving anything (mainly opiates for some reason. haven't even done any opiates in a long time). I think I'm addicted to just plain doing drugs, but don't get these cravings everyday or anything. It's weird. I just don't want to be sober at all right now. Anyone else have these drug craving moods? At times, like this, being sober is kind of aggrivating. Ah well, just had to vent. Comment, suggest, flame away"

After reading what SWIM wrote, I realize it sounds pretty sad/desperate. Bleh. Oh well, I'm sure a lot of you can relate to SWIM here.

EDIT:
Swim said:
"Oh, I just remembered, I have some old methcathinone leftover. But it's like super dirty and I don't have anything to clean it up. I'm a bit weary on taking it because of how dirty it is, and it probably isn't even half MCat. Plus there is a very little amount. Hmmm"

Reputation Comments on this post:

good post!

[Divalici0us]

Sometimes i get cravings and love to smoke some freebase but i wont do it because that the road to hell So i focus my thoughts on otherthings like homework or otherstuff where i can focus on. but i dont get those cravings a lot maybe one time a week. I do get bad cravings if is see SWIM smoking some rocks or if i smell it thats kinda sat

[IHrtHalucingens]

SWIM can definately relate to what SWIN is saying. SWIM gets cravings for different drugs everyday it seems, and the craving doesnt go away until he feeds it. One day the he will crave coke, then next an opiate. SWIM really knows what you mean addicted to just doing drugs, sometimes he just cannot stand to be sober, its so boring sometimes, it makes him want to rip his skin off just to feel something different. He even craves drugs he has never done before, he dreams about doing them and wakes up and wants to do them 10 times more than when he went to bed. He thinks people in this lifestyle realize that drugs are too much fun not to do when they are an option and are much favored over soberness.

[Alicia]

Swim agrees and can relate