Combinations - in desperate need of xanax (Alprazolam)

[Ninja Master]

well, i was perscribed ambien for "insomnia." this doesnt do anything for me for the day time... my other perscription (adderall) is making me violent... i requested the doctor to perscribe me something for anxioty the same visit as getting the adderall and ambien. the doctor ignored me, and with a little research i found that insomnia and anxioty are both symptoms of post tramatic stress disorder. post tramatic stress disorder is usualy treated with benzodiazapines such as valium or xanax!

im sorry that i did not get on to post this a few hours ago. i had a psychotic reaction to the adderall, (hours after it was supposed to of warn off) and was set (more like hell bent) to go on a killing spree. i cryed for 4 hours, and it was fucked up painfull. i was so anxious to bolt out the door, or SOMETHING, i was just crawling in my own skin. totaly stressed out over nothing, then stressing out over stressing out, compounding the problems.

im sorry i didnt get on a bit ago because you guys would of seen some good entertaining crazy as hell ramblings out of me. hopefully ill get the benzo and get in balance, because ive been wanting to punch everyone out/choke everyone out the past few weeks. good thing ive done so much meditation, i mean seriously snappin style chemical imbalance.... (my boy "tha dok" put a knife to his moms throat to take him to some poor excuse of a fast food shack when his meds were not balanced good several years ago)

i wrote a similar thread here that got locked due to bad wordings. it took great restraint to keep quiet about it at the time... i was still violent and crazy at that date, but what happend a few hours ago was where im drawing the line.... that experiance says to me that the benzo is essential for my mental health situation.

but anyways the lesson of this story kids, is if you have anxioty AND A.D.D. to get the anxioty fixed first........

Z

(adderall adventure side story!!!)
i got pulled over for speeding the other day. i was anxious to get where i was going. i buttered the pig up real good like, and got off with a warning for not having proof of insurance. i had to go to the court house and show that i was insured at the time. they had cops searching everyone at the door, first step i take in the court house, BAM adderall kicks in.... they are searching me, and ive just got a bunch of shit in my pockets. long story short, they sent me out to get a difrent copy of insurance because the insurance paper i had was issued for the 21st when the ticket was issued for the 20th, or something along those lines. then they told me it cost money at the clerks window, when the pig issuing the ticket said it didnt cost anything, and the pigs at the door said it didnt cost anything. so initial entry, search 1, return with insurance proof going back more days, search 2, and then returning with the 20 bucks for the capitalist swine, search 3.

i got searched 3 times in a row, and by time 3 i got the idea of the game they wanted to play. i went from bunch of shit in my pockets to an avilanche of shit in my pockets. i looked one pig in the face with a demonic stare, asked him how his day was with a giant psychotic smile. the cop was trembling and didnt have the nuts to look me in the eye. (this is so so bad, im usualy so friendly to everyone including pigs... LOL)

anyways ill quit yacking, hope you enjoy my adderall balls story =)