Time! the only thing swim doesnt got

[daeron]

[rant]

okay, this is a rant, but swim had to tell it to someone, its really for the chem part of the forum,but swim has been spammin enough

Swim grew up in a fucked up environment, all the odds were against him/her and she literaly escaped death a dozen times...yet swim managed to stand above the shit and get a himself decent education, and after that to get a decent job..
now swim loves what he does, every day is a fuckin chalenge and struggle but she loves it...its one of those jobs you have to live..

but the thing is swim is feeling that his life is slipping away, she just has no time left for nuffin. he sleeps 3 to 4hrs a day,if shes lucky, and now he is forced to give up dreaming. now has swim mentioned that she had a lot of shit in life, shit that included deliberate destruction of honey/equip, law suits, beatings and whatnot. and um,she presevered, and got out of all of that shit w/out any probs...w a fuckin profit
and now hes forced to quit it all for the sake of the job she lives for.FUCK

and there are so many things swim wants to do, to see,even that fuckin MW thing swims been working on for the last 4yrs,and he cant find the time to gather all the data and make a decent writeup..
not to mention the fact that there was this strange rain of 4AcO-indole recently.....maybe one last dream, but fuckin WHEN?


anyone got time to borrow?

[there swims done-->/rant]

[emineo]

At each moment, do the good. Let go, let it be, and ride the feeling of goodness. It won't let you down, because it is eternal truth.

Your ego may not agree, because it is all that it knows, but you are more. It is rational mind, that was born for this place, in this place, to understand things.

Sometimes things are not to understand. They are.

You are.

One.

Feel. Be.

Do the right thing, all the time, at every moment. The spirit, your spirit, my spirit, our spirit, will tell you what the good thing is to do NOW.

Relinquish control to what is and do what is good.

The goodness will carry you through no matter what your ego tells you.

Trust in is.

[daeron]

actually thanks...but that doesnt change the fact its quarter past 3 and im still working,lol

[MushroomTrip]

Well exept what I've read now aboth you life I don'tknow anything. Maybe it's just a phase. Or maybe this heppens for a reason: to make you take an important decision reguarding you future. All I can say from what I know about you is that you shouldn't give up. I know it sonds so used and meaningless, but it's all I can say. Just hlod on and if there's anything I could help you with, even with a good thought, I will.

[Silence_Inc]

time is the biggest illusion of them all ...

when you think of a table - you think of one - but you havn't really got one ...

when you think of a moment of the past - you can experience the moment in mind - but your not really back there ...

when you think about time - it's happening right here and now and your completely sucked into it ... your mind is in past or future and your body is at present moment ... be here and now in the mind - and no time will be lost are no time wants to be gained ... time = psshhhhtttttt .... .


the thing i mean is that - here and now you are feeling something - but you are waiting for time (an illusion) to solve it - but time won't give it to you - in time you might give it yourself but - why not NOW? afraid of making a choice - still not sure what's the best one?... well - there is only here and now - so be aware of your true feelings or of the best choice - and choose it NOW ... and create the live that you want - here and now! - and don't hope for it in some future ... cause that might make the future okay, but your present moment will stil be full of incertainty. and if you don't wanna choose right now - stop thinking about it and don't give yourself such a hard time... .hèhè

yes - this is that new-age crap - but when you don't think about the new age crap and actually act upon it - it might change your live.