Good evening my friend Insomnia,
These meetings become more regular
How I wish you would show me your seductive ways,
But instead you bring me the darkest of days.
And tonight while we talk you'll promise so much,
You will sprinkle my mind with a magic touch,
And just as I taste the forbidden fruits,
A dawn chorus orchestra start playing their flutes,
So I will lay down once more and close my eyes tight,
Hoping to grasp whats left of the night,
And float on a dream that feels light as a feather,
To liven my body and soul more than ever,
But deep in the darkest part of my mind,
I feel her lurking to again...

Once a time when we were stars we came to shine so bright,
Drifting ignorance clusters closing in so tight,
Waves that drew together coliding beauty mesh,
A time begins between us feelings are so fresh,

We swirl between each other, touching every point of light,
Sharing every moments bliss morning noon and night,
Then what is left is wonderous, new stars begin to shine,
The aftermath of cosmic love is leaving us behind

Brightness starts to dim now and we slowly drift apart
The space between us widens life lessens in our heart
We now become the space that holds the memories of the past
But how ever far...

This guy I know has been experimenting with substances for 25 or so years now, pretty much done most things, not everything, never IV'd but he has played with it all. He is a creative kinda guy and even makes a living in the world of CG Animation so Im told (I think he is pretty good at it too). But he, like anyone has his highs and lows and has even suffered with clinical depression though now hopefully has levelled off somewhat and even been clean of SSRIs for 2 years now.
Thing is this, experimentation used to releave some of boredom of life for this guy, though his life is packed with running a business, 3 kids, wife and a dog he still gets bored of it all and feels like something...