Well just to keep you swiys up-dated, swim's trail is on 13/08. He's quite hope-full though, finally. Swim's solicitor told swim that he has ''seldom read a doctors report that so demolishes the prosecution's case'' . Yeah! Well pleased! Well its cos the police have absolutely no evidence of intent to supply cos swim wasn't! They are trying to say if swim had it all to swim's-self in the time he said it would of taken to finish it, swim would OD! Hmm crazy! Very silly, so proper drugs doctors have written swim reports that tell the truth and make the police's version look silly, yip-ee. Just hope the judge & jury see it that way? Anyway thats swim for now, and will...

Yeah, happy today cos its money day. Instead of blowing my money on shit, I bought Nike Air Max on Ebay, and some hair-shaving clippers, also on Ebay. The little I've left, I'm going to a rave on Friday night. Life is changing, slowly but surly. Money means something different, than H!

Well unfortunately in Oct-07 swim got caught with a Q(quarter) of H. This is one of a compilation of bad things that happened to swim at that time, and hitting ''rock bottom'' helped him to decide to get clean. Anyway they are trying to get evidence to hit swim with intent to supply, but don't have it. No scales, no money and nothing else that would of pointed to supply. So another month wondering if he will be charged with intent or just possession. Well its like swim's sister said ''everything happens for a reason'', maybe this was the kick up the ass that swim needed. Just hope it doesn't kick him too far and over the prison wall?!

Hi again, just a quick blog today. Swim saw his methadone doctor today and reduced daily script to 90ml. All's going well, spoke to him about Iboga and he's heard of it but says the NHS won't help me out on this one, although swim can still go privately for 2k. Don't have that spare, still gonna sort a Iboga dose, somehow.

Well today swim saw a old friend he used to use with, and was so proud to tell him everything about his new life. Staying away from H, and feeling he's grown out of wanting to use, especially IV use. He only needs to look at his scars from ''missed diggs'' of H cut with mannitol, to realise he doesn't want to go back to all that. He's gonna post all his getting clean experiences, so keep an eye on this space, if ya interested?!