...within 45 minutes SWIM is tranferred through time and space to alien worlds.

Earlier SWIM had decided to buy some Zicam Cough Spray Max, punch a hole in it, and chug chug chug. Add in a vodka chaser and its robotrippin time.

SWIM was content to party with his friends, but when he started feeling a little bouncy he had to hurry home to get ready.

Wearing all black clothes (gloves, hat, pants, and long sleeves!) SWIM equipped his iPod and began his trip. It was already about midnight, and there was so much to do...

When the true euphoria had set in, SWIM was already to the beach, with the bright moon over the ocean and the long white sandy...

SWIM found a fortune cookie in the Vault.

It reads "Opiates are better".

SWIM agrees. No matter the crap SWIM put up with, he keeps smiling...

(This one was in a much better condition then the last one, however, quite profane)

[Here I am, Friday night] and these [ladies] aren't in to me and they [drink] all my [alcohol]. Of they wanted to relax and be mellow, it would be different. Bye to them!

What bothers me is when they pursue other men-i.e. my friends- right in front of me. I'm human too and I drink and party to be reminded of that.

(unintelligible scribbles)

I'm finding myself more depressed then ever before when they do this.

(scribbles)

I did attempt to [censored] myself when I came home early tonight but [I found that] my sister took my knives when...

(This note was partially erased when SWIM found it but SWIM will try and read it)

End it.

I think I really have [strange] tendencies. I probably need help and a lot of it. I want to end the [experience] of life and relax forever, however, it is human nature to always resist such an end.

(scribbles unreadable)

Since I was little I have always wondered why it was the governments of the world allow alcohol. It is a potent, dangerous, addicting, drug that destroys more lives and kills more people then marijuana. I have personally found it easier to get and abuse then tobacco or other drugs.

Alcohol is a depressant. It is my opinion...

The notes SWIM finds in the vault are often explicit in nature and will likely be edited. Inappropriate phrases and words may be censored or changed. Entire paragraphs may be removed completely for being irrelevant or simply too rambling. It is SWIMs guess that these notes come from someone's blackberry, when they are in a particular drunken mood, however SWIM can't be sure.

SWIM just hopes the mods don't delete it entirely...

Can it really take 4 hours to kick in?


Robogels are a tricky thing. SWIM is thinking about grinding them up into a smoothie or something next time lol.

SWIM can't keep staying up this late waiting for his trip to start (even though he is enjoying it now). It is seriously 5 hours since SWIM dosed and only now is he aware that he is feeling the effects of a DXM high.

The robogels have such a thick coat around them nowadays that SWIM's stomach doesn't seem to finish digesting them for hours later.

SWIM REALLY needs to get his hands on some powder or at least some friggin cough spray. 5 hours???? Christ!

nothing




300mg and nothing


SWIM already thinks he is crazy for swallowing an entire bottle of robogels, but he thinks his tolerance might really be that high (3rd failed trip).

It has been 3 hours since swim dosed and he should of peaked by now, instead he just has a mild mellow feeling (as opposed to his usual physical impairment). SWIM always doses on an empty stomach btw and only weighs about 135lb. SWIM has another crappy day at work and school and the least God could do is allow him a couple of hours of a relaxing robowalk.

SWIM will have to shoot higher next time, at least 450mg, probably 600mg...

So Friday slowly turned to night and SWIM didn't have much alcohol so he gave in and took 300mg robogels. SWIM was very disappointed.

300mg seems to do absolutely nothing anymore for SWIM. He waited and waited, but after an hour and a half without any noticeable effects he gave in and started drinking with everyone else. SWIM had more alcohol then he thought so he got pretty drunk with some silly lady friends. SWIM was quite mellow and was content to relax wherever the group went, but SWIM then ran into his guy friends who were quite mad at SWIM because he was quite clearly unable to drive (or return phone calls).

After that there was much arguing according to SWIM...

1/10/08 - SWIM just got home from another crappy day. He's only been sober 2 days from his last 300mg DXM trip (he went for 7 days sober before that). Already wishing he could dose again... maybe if only 300mg.

SWIM is starting to think he may have an addiction. He tripped again in the middle of the week on his day off because he was very very depressed after no caffeine/DXM/Alcohol for a week (only drugs SWIM does). SWIM had just recovered from a very bad trip that ended his first couple months of reckless DXM abuse.

300 mg also hasn't been doing what it use to for SWIM. He still enjoys his walks, music, and high, but it only felt like 150mg last time.
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