Your all lovely... been distant from sometime but always had the same level of respect for such a wonderful educational forum which i hope in the future it be able to tear up false psychoactive information and help society work on real realities to harm reduction. based on peoples right to there choice of consciousness.

Alicia.

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It always makes her sick to the stomach when certain simple things never seem to work out when they should, it should all be simple.

alas nothing ever is. she often thinks if she does not help people who else will and if its her place to help someone. Yet even thou people will watch there family member who have no clear idea of there condition and not help them when there family are supposed to yet im the one who's doing it, feeling sad for the person who cannot even help himself up.

she hates how contradicting she feels towards people sometimes with love and affection to everyone she holds dear, yet at the same time urges to be reclusive and want to hurt them mentally....

06/01/2008


although dubious about her own drinking habits. She often comes to the opinion drinking is the only harmful drug be it a socially accepted one that she seems to binge with. even despite her opiate use which she has a lot more control off.

she seems to be in and out of ok "im fine with it" attitude, she is still fixed with her own pattern of cannabis use and feels no negative impacts on her life from it even when she stops for periods of time. Although she would like to swap over to jus drinking it in warm milk which makes her more happier physically.

So she eliminates the smoking route she is aware vaporising is safer...