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Life is just odd. One day you are on top of the world and the next it is on top of you.

I have noticed that one day everything is going really good, nothing goes wrong. Then the next....everything goes wrong. I suppose it is how you handle those off days that is important.

Yesterday I was on top of the world for the first time in a while. Everything just went my way. Today.....well for example go to the dentist for a filling and have a root canal. Well it just went downhill from there.

Tomorrow, will it be good or bad???? Who knows. Sometimes I think the old movie "Clash of the Titans" is the truth. For those of you unfamiliar with it, it is a movie where the Gods play around with people's lives to put it simply. I guess that is what makes life interesting.

Blog that isn't dark and dreary

Posted 22-09-2009 at 19:00 by cyndi (Life........)

Looking to the positives, family and friends that love me. Natures beauty that is all around you, the ocean, trees, beautiful flowers. The birth of a new baby, a marvel of life. One so innocent and not tainted by the harsh world. My pets who always bring me joy except my stupid German Shepard. Long story. The friends I made at df. Many people here have lots of issues but are willing to listen to yours and care. For that I say thanks

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Blog again

Posted 22-09-2009 at 18:44 by cyndi (Life........)

Swim didn't regret the last blog, just felt it was too personal. Swim is learning life is about choices, choose to do bad and don't whine when there are consequences. Know consequences are a part of any poor decision. She feels she is stuck in the negative and needs to gain more positivity. Death isn't something swim is comfortable with. She is dealing with it daily. Consequence, no a life situation. Life seems to throw us curveballs all the time. Supposed to make us stronger right? Swim can whine and cry about all that ails her, but what is the point? Will it make it better or worse? Swim is supposed to be strong, don't cry was what she was told growing up, it is a sign of weakness. Maybe swim...

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Betrayal, is that the norm in this society?

Posted 12-07-2008 at 23:19 by cyndi (Life........)

I have this on my mind today. I am very hurt and saddened. Those of you that know me know I have had some big challenges lately. Well supposedly my ex best friend wanted me to come visit her. So I packed and went her way, only to get a call from hubby that she called him and said for me not to come because I have a lot of issues and she can't think about it. First I know that, i don't tell her my problems, she digs. Then I tell her but I am honest. I am so angry and hurt that she had to call my husband when she invited me, I didn't say I am coming. This is bullshit. I can't be friends with dishonest people, lying is the worst quality I can think of. Sorry but I am so angry. Well I went since...

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A good friend died

Posted 03-06-2008 at 01:57 by cyndi (Life........)

I am so saddened today by the passing of my best friend's husband. They were together 30 years and had a perfect love. They were totally inseparable and never spoke an unkind word about each other. He was such a good and kind man and would do anything for anyone. God never blessed them with kids but they would have made awesome parents. It just doesn't seem fair.....

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Life.....

Posted 03-06-2008 at 01:51 by cyndi (Life........)

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Today's blog

Posted 17-04-2008 at 20:29 by cyndi (Life........)

Today after cursing God for taking my son from me. Of course it isn't God's fault, but I was just going off. I got a letter from him for the first time since he has been in prison and I feel I lost him to the drugs and gang. I am full of emotion, hopeful that once he is out, he will change and have a future. He sounds like himself again, my child not the thug that lived here. I pray to God he stays in the right direction because the life is a hard one and ends usually two ways, death or prison. I feel hopeful for the first time in months. He is my child and I love him and will never abandon him no matter what.

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My Blog

Posted 17-04-2008 at 00:50 by cyndi (Life........)

I am assuming blogs are like random thoughts such as a diary entry. Am I correct or wrong. My thoughts, huh, so many thoughts going thru my brain. It is like a runaway freighttrain that causes me strain.

As I sit here, my life flashes before my eyes, so many regrets and then such as life. Do I move forward or look into the past? Am I really having that much of a blast?

The answer is no, for life is a series of life's lessons some easy and hard. For everyone faces some challenges every day. It is how we handle it that is paving our way.

Peace you all! How is that for my first blog?

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