Doesn't it feel refreshing when you get rid of people that were poisoning your life?We should be compassionate towards others and understanding true,but when evil and negative people take advantage of you as a good and caring person you have to see it as wrong and know it is time to throw them out of your life.

I almost felt sorry for this person.Living life with an imaginary boyfriend she created in her delusional mind and using him to threaten and harrass others.But this person had to go and my life is a better place for it to be sure.I'm still not doing well,I just lost the love of my life yesterday.But atleast today I took out the trash and am all the better for it.

I'm still in shock,I'm still reeling.My darling J after four years of struggle and adoration has finally left my world.It looks as if she was determined and this time it is for good.

I told her I can't lose anymore people I love.The last time it happened I was ruined,this time I will be destroyed.I know I should accept this,I know I am a failure and that for a large part it is my fault but this does not lessen the hurt.How could it?

This is the person that was my bestfriend,my lover,my little girl,my mommy and everything else I could ever need.This is the person that sat and watched with big and sad eyes while swim slipped into the depths of opiate addiction.This...

Tis been a long and boring fourth of July weekend.I did absolutely nothing to be honest.It seems I'm not the in thing at parties this weekend.Why is that?It seems like most people only want to come around when times are good and you can offer a party.

When times are bad and you have little to offer but company no one wants to hang out.It seems like real friends are a rare commodity in this world.

This is my first blog.I had such an upsetting even today I just had to put it down.Well actually one in a long chain of upsetting events.It seems like all pain in life comes from what other people do to you,how they mistreat you.No maybe what happened today was not a big deal in the grand scheme,but it reaffirmed my mistrust of everyone.

What am I doing wrong?I try so hard to treat others like I want to be treated but I always get hurt in the process.I'm tired of it all.I'm not letting anyone get close to me ever again.It is better this way.