Well it's been two weeks since I last wrote about how my head works so I thought I'd put in an update of how things are at the moment. I have now started a methadone detox program well about 5 weeks ago and Iam slowly managing to bring my illicit opiate use down to a minimum, it's just that final step Iam finding very difficult, Iam also managing to take my Aripiprazole (Abilify) on a more regular basis so it seems to have levelled my head off to a more reasonable level. I still have trouble with a few day-to-day things but in general it's ok. I have also started to cut down my amphetamine use to once a week and now enjoy the carity of mind that it seems to give me for that one night. It is...

This is a little bit about what is going on in Mick's head from day to day. On a good day I can maybe get out for an hour without getting too stressed by people, noise and my surroundings before I have to get home. Then I will go on my pc to keep occupied aslong as Iam busy then things stay out of my head. Then it's off to work I usually do reasonable here as if Iam busy then I have no time for anything else. On a bad day then swim will wake in a good mood and if one person or thing isn't just right then Iam in a bad mood for ages. I will get it into my head that the whole world is plotting agaisnt me and that they know all about what I have done since being young and are out to get me, then...