Amok
26-04-2005, 07:44
Let me note this, I am really high while writing this, eventhough I am
trying to get some point across, it might be confusing, even to myself
when Ill come down.
Well, when I was taking my short acting one, thats what I felt, it
would only get me dizzy and a little euphoric, more of an ego high,
then a bad withdrawing and a comedown. But today I have discovered
something new about this drug. So anyway, maybe its just me but that
how it was. I popped one 20mg Ritalin SR, plus 2 10mg short acting one.
Felt the usual ritalin feeling, ego high, self confidence, mild
euphoria. After about 30 mins a took one more pop and snorted the
other. Nothing new, just added to my usual high. After about 4 hours I
snorted 4 more pops, and didn't feel much shit. But then after I took a
shover, I think it was another 30 minutes after, it hit me. Shit, I
haven't felt so good since the first time I ever rolled. This feeling
is so different to the usual high, it is speedy, empathic, I feel
totally weightless, I have to talk to someone, but because it's about
11:30 and monday, my friends are asleep, I am just walking around, and
talking to myself outloud, and writing all this shit. I know, those,
especially the sober ones think it's boring, nothing useful I agree,
but shit, I am getting a kick after doin it.
Shit, anyway, let me make at least once useful poin. If you only have
the short acting rits, nomatter how many you take em, snort, shoot,
anything, you'll only get the same usual high that you're used to from
Ritalin. To get to Heaven, you must first swallow the long acting one,
and then do as many short acting ones as you can,.
trying to get some point across, it might be confusing, even to myself
when Ill come down.
Well, when I was taking my short acting one, thats what I felt, it
would only get me dizzy and a little euphoric, more of an ego high,
then a bad withdrawing and a comedown. But today I have discovered
something new about this drug. So anyway, maybe its just me but that
how it was. I popped one 20mg Ritalin SR, plus 2 10mg short acting one.
Felt the usual ritalin feeling, ego high, self confidence, mild
euphoria. After about 30 mins a took one more pop and snorted the
other. Nothing new, just added to my usual high. After about 4 hours I
snorted 4 more pops, and didn't feel much shit. But then after I took a
shover, I think it was another 30 minutes after, it hit me. Shit, I
haven't felt so good since the first time I ever rolled. This feeling
is so different to the usual high, it is speedy, empathic, I feel
totally weightless, I have to talk to someone, but because it's about
11:30 and monday, my friends are asleep, I am just walking around, and
talking to myself outloud, and writing all this shit. I know, those,
especially the sober ones think it's boring, nothing useful I agree,
but shit, I am getting a kick after doin it.
Shit, anyway, let me make at least once useful poin. If you only have
the short acting rits, nomatter how many you take em, snort, shoot,
anything, you'll only get the same usual high that you're used to from
Ritalin. To get to Heaven, you must first swallow the long acting one,
and then do as many short acting ones as you can,.