View Full Version : I miss cocaine.
i like wimmins
06-03-2005, 03:31
Sigh, I am in the middle of a prolonged hiatus from drug use (I decided to take a break for various reasons, but I assure you, it was warranted). I dunno, I woke up this morning and just missed coke. I wasn't jonesing very hard for it, like I felt I needed it immediately or something, I just missed it.
I miss looking down at my paycheck and translating the dollar signs into metric grams.
I miss finding some like-minded individual on friday who is inclined to partake in the fun.
I miss flipping through my numbers, taxing my resources, and the sweet, sweet excitement and anticipation involved in trying to track down some snow on short notice.
You ever have one of those nights, where it totally looks grim, everyone is dry or asleep, and there's no way in hell that you're getting any blow that night? And then you find someone who has some! I miss that...
I miss the feeling of victory when you finally look down at that pure white pouch in your greedy little mitts.
I miss sitting around, trading lines with friends and rolling up coco-puffs.
I miss the numbness in my face, and the smell and the taste.
You know how pumped and scared you feel when you're trying to descretely shove 3 friends into the same bathroom at a club. Then you all breeze back out towards the bar, grinning and sniffing like the lousy crackheads you are? I miss that too.
I miss having 100mph conversations about the stupidest and coolest shit imaginable.
I miss trying to get beer/food delivered at 4AM.
I miss staying up allll night, and having a blast doing it.
I miss having no money in my bank account every monday, and not giving a damn.
I woke up this morning, and I missed coke.
Edited by: i like wimmins
I must say that makes SWIM wanna go out and blow a monster rail just for you, it could be that he is wicked drunk and enjoying everything right now but it could also be that he wants a nice fat rail for when he gets off Home Confinement. You sumed it all up in a few lines (no pun inteneded) for everyone who blows lines.
BUT! and there always has to be a but, you are smart to take your drug hiatus expecially if it is warranted. and hey if you can stay clean for your whole hiatus you will then relize that you are not dependant on the drug and therefore you are still a recreational user. keep up the sobrity dude
Muirner
luckyatl13
06-03-2005, 06:02
im going through that type of night where on short noticeu need that 8 ball.. sept. this night didnt turn out with the yayo....:(http://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/smileys/smiley19.gif
str8ballin
06-03-2005, 07:12
I know how you feel man.I had to go 4 months without doing any but it was all well worth it in the end.
There's nothing like doing some coke when you havent done any in awhile and your tolerance is really low.
So just hang it there dude and you'll be well rewarded in the end.
Kittyofftitty
06-03-2005, 22:28
Well said wimmins, well said....Edited by: Kittyofftitty
i know what ya mean dude. i miss it a lot too. http://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/smileys/smiley19.gif my prob was i moved to a new area, where i had no access to it anymore. so i had no choice. it would take me 4 days to get to my dealer, and damn that ride lol. http://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/smileys/smiley36.gif
lol im reading this now as i crack a half open for the first time in almost 4 months, i hope my tolerance is low.
I Like Wimmins... how's things goin? still holdin tough? let us know with an update
Muirner
badkittie
12-03-2005, 20:16
SWIM wishes you luck. SWIM gets drug tested for school soon and must quit in a few days http://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/smileys/smiley19.gif
Kmadden108
14-03-2005, 01:03
haha, wimmins your funny... whenever me and my girlfriends get a bag we always find ourselves in similar sketchy scenarios... ( cramming into a gas station bathroom, blowing lines) or all going off at a party at once to do some... Cocaine brings forth such behavior- its fun as hell when your doing it, but when you wake up the next day you can help but feel as if you are a sketchball. haha
i like wimmins
16-03-2005, 22:48
hey guys, thx for the support. Its nice to know that there are others out there who feel the same way http://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/smileys/smiley1.gif
I'm still fighting the good fight, although i'm positive that sobriety was invented by humourless A-Holes...
Summer draws ever nearer though, and with it the end of my self-imposed straight-edgedness. I tell you somethin, I'm gonna murder me a white line or two. They won't even know what hit em http://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/smileys/smiley36.gif
sleome741
24-03-2005, 17:54
Sober for 38 days. ::sigh:: I hear it. I crave like a motherfucker.
Sigh, I am in the middle of a prolonged hiatus from drug use (I decided to take a break for various reasons, but I assure you, it was warranted). I dunno, I woke up this morning and just missed coke. I wasn't jonesing very hard for it, like I felt I needed it immediately or something, I just missed it.
I miss looking down at my paycheck and translating the dollar signs into metric grams.
I miss finding some like-minded individual on friday who is inclined to partake in the fun.
I miss flipping through my numbers, taxing my resources, and the sweet, sweet excitement and anticipation involved in trying to track down some snow on short notice.
You ever have one of those nights, where it totally looks grim, everyone is dry or asleep, and there's no way in hell that you're getting any blow that night? And then you find someone who has some! I miss that...
I miss the feeling of victory when you finally look down at that pure white pouch in your greedy little mitts.
I miss sitting around, trading lines with friends and rolling up coco-puffs.
I miss the numbness in my face, and the smell and the taste.
You know how pumped and scared you feel when you're trying to descretely shove 3 friends into the same bathroom at a club. Then you all breeze back out towards the bar, grinning and sniffing like the lousy crackheads you are? I miss that too.
I miss having 100mph conversations about the stupidest and coolest shit imaginable.
I miss trying to get beer/food delivered at 4AM.
I miss staying up allll night, and having a blast doing it.
I miss having no money in my bank account every monday, and not giving a damn.
I woke up this morning, and I missed coke.
Yo man... do you really miss everything or is it selective thinking? I can whip 10 things off the top of my head I don't miss, and 10 other things that make it worth staying the hell away (all purchased in the last year :D). We all know the positives ain't worth the negs, hell I knew that the first time I drank cola. Trick is how to not forget it.