I really need some help with some stuff and need to speak my mind

[bankhead265]

Hey guys, I'm new to this site and this probably is not the right place to post this thread but I don't feel like looking around the different forum categories. Anyways, this morning at like 12:00 I took 420mg of Adderall. I know, it was stupid and I didn't know what to do. I'm not big on all different types of drugs and experimenting with stuff, but I could not stand not being able to smoke bud for so long because I am now getting drug tested. Back to the story, I got six 70mg tablets each. At that time i figured, its six pills, i take one a day prescribed so five more can't be too bad. Of course, as I am sure a lot of you have experienced, doing something before researching the effects and how much to take could be very dangerous. I didn't think of the fact that most Adderall perscriptions are 25 or 30mg and that 70mg is a super high dosage for that kind of pill, I just took them thinking not much was gonna happen. It turns out, after discussing with a few different people i know about this topic, I realized I did something really stupid. I was told by tons of heavy drug users that have tried everything in the book that they've never heard of somebody taking that high of dosage and that that is a ridiculous amount. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that I am also only 15 years old, I'm sure having a smaller body that is still growing can't be too healthy. So I was told by the people who I talked to that I seriously need to go to the emergency room ASAP. I told them that they don't understand, I can't just do that, I'm 15 years old, what about my parents. Then, very seriously, they said, "Dude, I could give a fuck less how much trouble you get in from doing this with your parents, this is serious, this is depending on your life, if you like your life and want to live then you need to man up, tell your parents, and get some help before you have heart attack or another fatal accident. Of course I was really shocked that this was such a big deal, because it was just a few pills that I've been taking for years with prescriptions. Even though my friends were sounding very serious, I still decided I had to go and search some stuff up on the dosages that regular users normally take on the internet. Through my searching, i found that a regular user can usually pull about 48 hours on 100mg. This amazing me, since I take 70mg a day usually and never feel anything. So, I looked some more. Then I came across a forum where a guy said that he tried to kill himself and took 380mg of Adderall but only went into a coma. He was wondering how that did not kill him. This shocked me, here there is, somebody who i figure is an adult, trying to kill themselves by taking 380mg of Adderall. I am just a 15 year old kid and casually took 420mg, but this IS very serious I am now convinced. Anyways, it has been a little bit less than half a day since I took the pills, and so far no fatal accidents have happened. Of course, I have been trying to chill and just keep my heart rate slow and as low as possible so that I would not get excited. It made me feel a little bit better now that a few people told me if I was going to have a heart attack, it would have already happened by now. So I hope I am going to be okay, does anybody recommend me doing anything? If so PLEASE reply I need to know.

Now, about the drug. I was told that its basically the same thing as cocaine, which I'm sure it can't be the exact same thing or else people would cheaply buy that. But still, it might just be because I am more of a chill stoner... I like to chill, smoke bud, and feel good, unlike some trippers and experimenters who want to fuck themselves up and trip. But I really did not feel high at all, it was like all the bad effects of drugs thrown into the pill, and the good effects of getting high were sucked out. I have no clue how some people can take Adderall for pure enjoyment, because nobody in the world could pay me to do this again and feel this fucking terrible. I mean, with weed, yeah you look like an idiot to others sometimes, but at least its fun while youre high and it feels good. But with this, everybody who I talk to gets the fuck annoyed out of them by me and tries to get away from me. It has also made me feel more sick than I have ever felt in my life, throwing up constantly, starving but cant eat, headaches, you name it. I have no clue why people do drugs if this is supposed to be what they're like, but from this I don't think im ever gonna try anything hardcore in my life if thats what its like, also because its just the right thing to do. Most of yall out there might not even consider this hardcore, idk, but from what ppl are telling me it is. But anyways this has made me completely dispise doing drugs (weed isnt a drug, everybody loves weed, how can you not love weed thats like hating a fluffy teddybear!) and hate to see people trash their lives like that. Can anybody just give any advice, idk what to say or anything but am I going to be alright? How much longer is this going to last. I can't stand feeling like this shit anymore. I figured when people said they cant go to sleep for 2 days or more they meant that they just didnt feel like sleeping or didnt feel like they needed sleep, I didnt think that they meant that theyre bodies were tired as fuck but they were incapable of falling asleep. This is 12 hours from when I did it, I cant imagine how tired im gonna be in a few days if this doesnt go away. The only thing I think that describes it is being tired as hell but not being able to close your eyes, and just laying there.

Please just give me advice on what i was fucking with, if it was really that bad, when its going to go away, just anything you have to say about it. Id be suprised if you read all of this anyways, just like everybody else today people probably dont wanna listen/read like 30 minutes worth of my problems and thoughts. Anyways, thats all ive got to say. I just want to know how I can get better, if I've already passed the tip of the "high" which isnt a high just a suckass feeling, or if things are just going to go downhill from here. I just really need to know because something that started from nothing turned into something that I think I should be pretty damn scared about. This probably wouldnt have anything to do with how sick I feel but if it helps, I also took like 5 prozacs at the same time, please reply with your thoughts. Thanks.