View Full Version : Positive experiences of drug usage? (A short essay).
Hi, I know this is an unusual question. However I am doing an essay for my English class which is intended to argue for or against a particular topic (it's basically a discursive essay). As my subject I have chosen the legalisation of (all) drugs - but more than that I have chosen to argue for the positive benefits of their usage.
To this end I am interested in hearing any stories concerning positive experiences of things that happened to people on this forum when they have taken drugs.
By this I don't mean trip/or experience type reports, but maybe things about people you met, things you did, whether you got married, or shared something important with someone, or something that happened to you that changed your life, either as a direct or an indirect result of the consumption of drugs. In other words, I am looking for something real, rather than something that happened in your head, or that your fingers felt kinda 'tingly and funny' or whatever.
Surely some of you guys must have some positive memories of drug usage? I know I have a few.
At first SWIM was only interested in the psychadelics, he did not want anything to do with "the dirty drugs" or so he called them at the time. He did not want to experiment with pretty much anything but Mushrooms, LSD, or Mescaline. Through his initial experiences with mushrooms he realized that all drugs are connected and that just because one doesn't give you the experience of another doesn't mean it's not as good or divine or whatever.
This realization has granted him a respect for every drug that is out there and has given him a wonderful baseline for experimenting with mind altering substances. Everything in moderation is pretty much how he does drugs and has also become how he lives his life. The new outlook has done wonders for his psyche and the new psyche has done wonders on his enjoyment of life.
He has learned that there are things to be learned from drugs, but that just like everything else in life, too much of a good thing is a bad thing. He has learned that it is important to appreciate life and to also not take anything for granted.
SWIM isn't sure if this is what SWIY was looking for, but he enjoyed writing it up.
Thanks for sharing. But I'm more looking for real physical events that happened in people's lives, rather than how drugs changed your perception of anything.
It would be weird and depressing if no one said anything good ever happened to them when they were on drugs.
OK, clearly this is a lot more difficult than I thought. Anyone reading this so far would possibly be led to assume that nothing positive can come out of drug usage.
I guess I will simply have to write it as a farce.
GJ
Positive effects of cannabis and also stimulants to a certain degree, for SWiM: Anxeity relief, focus and wanting to live another day. Depression is no longer an issue.
Psychedelics: Man this can't be answered easily, but they have taught SWiM so much about himself and life in general. Also anti-depressive for SWiM, but more long term effects than cannabis.
I can't explain most of it with words...
Short answer: Many drugs have been very beneficial, and keep in mind he has used many molecules for at least 12 years. Nowadays not so much, but he still smokes cannabis semi-daily.
Benzo's have been very negative on SWiM, it changed his personality for the worse and made him do stuff he would never... But all in all: "Drugs" are what you make of them, and SWiM managed to make it something good.
Petethemeat
05-12-2007, 13:59
I would say most of my positive drug times have been related to the social boosts it can add to your friendship. Drugs like ectsasy especially have led to some amazing times with friends. It also helped some of my friends with self esteem issues (a girl friend of mine realised she is actually attractive after looking at herself in the mirror while on it, and still holds this view).
These are great - but can you or anyone recall any actual specific events (and tell it like you remember it happened)? Like I went to the shop and took y drug and x happened, or I was once at a party and took drug a and b happened. So long as it is positive (or at least funny) it may be useful.
I am really looking for stories about you, rather than what you heard may have happened to other people.
Thanks.
Bikelbees
05-12-2007, 16:46
I think you will find Raid517 that members would wisely be reluctant to use personal anecdotes as they are compelled to discuss these events in an abstract way or in the third person.
Can I ask what purpose this information will be for (which course) and who will read it?
Oh come on, surely there's a limit to paranoia?
I have taken every drug legal and illegal known to man at one point or other in my life, several of which I'm sure a lot of people here would never have heard of.
So what? It's hardly a crime to say what you may have done in the past - only a crime to possess a substance now. (I will name several of the substances I have taken if you wish).
In any case there is a very well established system for protesting identities on this forum which has been in place from the outset. If people feel the need to use this, then that's fine by me.
Oh - and in case you didn't notice it the first time, it's a college essay, which means that it will be read by me and my tutor.
Sorry for the slightly annoyed tone, but this thread seems a washout anyway - and now I have to deal with silly time wasting replies like this too.
you could probably talk about medical marijuana and how it's helped a lot of people worldwide
That's a good idea. Thanks.
It would be interesting if there were similar arguments for other illegal drugs.
GJ
Forum rules against self-incrimination bend for no man. However, I do not see why one cannot relate a story as if it were in the third person, and you can simply change the SWIMs to Is. If you want to find stories of excellent experiences with drugs told in the first person the Erowid Experience Vaults (http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp_front.shtml) are your friend. Although there are a great many reports there it is easy to find particularly good ones as they are split into sections. You should look in the hallucinogen drug sections under "glowing experiences" or "mystical experiences". Aldous Huxley's "The Doors of Perception" is basically the account of one life changing and revolutionary experience which gave birth to great literary texts such as the Island. Don't say it resulted in him writing his most famous book: A Brave New World, as that was written long before he tried any hallucinogenic drug. In fact, a comparison of the drug related themes in the two books is excellent in revealing the effect drug use had on him - in a Brave New World drug use is implicitly condemned as a tool for the pacification of the masses in the form of Soma, whilst the Island views drug use as a tool for introspection, self-awareness and enlightenment. The Distopia then the Utopia.
Bikelbees
05-12-2007, 20:32
Oh come on, surely there's a limit to paranoia?
I have taken every drug legal and illegal known to man at one point or other in my life, several of which I'm sure a lot of people here would never have heard of.
So what? It's hardly a crime to say what you may have done in the past - only a crime to possess a substance now. (I will name several of the substances I have taken if you wish).
In any case there is a very well established system for protesting identities on this forum which has been in place from the outset. If people feel the need to use this, then that's fine by me.
Oh - and in case you didn't notice it the first time, it's a college essay, which means that it will be read by me and my tutor.
Sorry for the slightly annoyed tone, but this thread seems a washout anyway - and now I have to deal with silly time wasting replies like this too.
Hmm, you didn't say you were at college, for all I know you could be a school kid which is the obvious interpretation of "English class". I'm glad to hear that you have taken every drug including the ones we know nothing about and that kind of comment is counted as incriminating here and is at best "dick sizing".
Erm... thanks, but I have tried to make it abundantly clear that no one needs to speak in the first person. There is (as I said) an already well established system to prevent self-incrimination on this board.
Also Erowid and all the other trip report type sites aren't really what I'm looking for. Somehow I doubt telling my tutor about some guy on the internet who ate some 'shrooms' and thought he saw a giant muti-coloured psychedelic fairy pop out of his butt is going to earn me a very good grade. What I'm talking about is real world events, births, deaths, marriages, chance meetings, parties that were attended, things that were changed in practical terms - like a new house, a new job, a new girlfriend (or wife), either as a direct or indirect result of drugs. It could even be as a result of stopping taking drugs. Like you met somebody when you stopped taking drugs, that you probably wouldn't have met if you had never taken drugs to begin with etc.
All those other things are just stuff that happens in your head. It is difficult to discern how valuable (if at all) they are.
Little Red Dinosaur went through a pretty horrific breakup over a year ago, left him feeling pretty shitty about his life in general. Dinosaur had been clean for about 6 months only occasionally drinking alcohol socially, he decided to go out and actually enjoy himself with some friends and spent several weeks smoking large amounts of weed, and drinking ridiculous amounts of alcohol. During this time Dinosaur learnt a lot about himself and people in general, when he realised he was using drugs as a form of escapism Dinosaur got himself back on track and cut down his consumption entirely, it altered how he viewed the world and in the process gave him new experiences to reflect on and brought him a lot closer to new people. It was through a self destructive phase that was largely based around drugs and alcohol that Dinosaur was able to mature and actually begin to enjoy drugs again as a social thing rather than a form of escapism, which in essence is the best way to enjoy drugs.
Not sure if thats the sorta thing that you'd like to hear about, its a bit vague, but it was a positive outcome for Dinosaur who was largely a social recluse beforehand.
Hmm, you didn't say you were at college, for all I know you could be a school kid which is the obvious interpretation of "English class". I'm glad to hear that you have taken every drug including the ones we know nothing about and that kind of comment is counted as incriminating here and is at best "dick sizing".
Nice to see you abuse the very little power you have by issuing a warning for no apparently good reason other than one-upmanship.
I have made it clear again and again, that people do not need to incriminate themselves. The system that is in place here is in place for a reason. And you are very much stretching the principal of self-incrimination. I could go to a police station tomorrow and say the same thing I said here and face no risk of any criminal proceedings. Why? Because I have not said when, where or what. I can even say what, so long as I don't say when and where. The onus is on the authorities to prove wrong doing - and without this information they are powerless.
I simply asked, reasonably politely if you would kindly mind not trashing my thread and asking unrelated and unnecessary questions.
I'm sorry I hurt your feelings by doing this, that wasn't my intention. I was simply very keen to stop my thread from straying off on an entirely unrelated tangent. (Particularly as I am working to a deadline).
However that does not seem possible now since you have persisted in this really quite unhelpful way - and have even issued an entirely unjustified warning.
I shall be reporting this matter to a super-moderator.
GJ
Mint boi
05-12-2007, 20:54
Good thing, and bad things happen to my ferret all the time. When he's on drugs, and when he's not on drugs. I don't see how a good thing happening to someone on drugs is any different to when they aren't.
Once when my ferret was very drunk he fell over and found 5 euro on the ground... Is that the kind of thing you're looking for?
Little Red Dinosaur went through a pretty horrific breakup over a year ago, left him feeling pretty shitty about his life in general. Dinosaur had been clean for about 6 months only occasionally drinking alcohol socially, he decided to go out and actually enjoy himself with some friends and spent several weeks smoking large amounts of weed, and drinking ridiculous amounts of alcohol. During this time Dinosaur learnt a lot about himself and people in general, when he realised he was using drugs as a form of escapism Dinosaur got himself back on track and cut down his consumption entirely, it altered how he viewed the world and in the process gave him new experiences to reflect on and brought him a lot closer to new people. It was through a self destructive phase that was largely based around drugs and alcohol that Dinosaur was able to mature and actually begin to enjoy drugs again as a social thing rather than a form of escapism, which in essence is the best way to enjoy drugs.
Not sure if thats the sorta thing that you'd like to hear about, its a bit vague, but it was a positive outcome for Dinosaur who was largely a social recluse beforehand.
Thanks mate. That's a good effort. It's getting there. Still about 'self-realisation', rather than anything physical that happened to you. But definitely the best so far.
Good thing, and bad things happen to my ferret all the time. When he's on drugs, and when he's not on drugs. I don't see how a good thing happening to someone on drugs is any different to when they aren't.
Once when my ferret was very drunk he fell over and found 5 euro on the ground... Is that the kind of thing you're looking for?
Yeah that's it. Something real. I mean I'm going to play with it. I'm going to deliberately make it sound like taking drugs is a good thing and everyone should do it. That is what a discursive essay is for. You take a position and then argue for it. So if I was writing this I would deliberately make it sound as though there was no way you could have found that 5 euros if you hadn't been on drugs. (Even if this isn't strictly true).
I'm just going to have a little fun with it is all. (Thats why I only want to hear positive things).
Bikelbees
05-12-2007, 21:07
Personally I think its a good thread theme and it can be tidied up later, I just reminded you Raid517 not to incriminate yourself or ask members to do the same (the latter of which you have agreed), whatever your understanding of the law is on this is irrelevant for it is the rules of the forum which I cite and apply here. Its nothing to do with "feelings" although not making a nod to the mod hardly is likely to encourage them to try and use their discretion in your favour when complaints already came from on high.
Erm... thanks, but I have tried to make it abundantly clear that no one needs to speak in the first person. There is (as I said) an already well established system to prevent self-incrimination on this board.
Also Erowid and all the other trip report type sites aren't really what I'm looking for. Somehow I doubt telling my tutor about some guy on the internet who ate some 'shrooms' and thought he saw a giant muti-coloured psychedelic fairy pop out of his butt is going to earn me a very good grade. What I'm talking about is real world events, births, deaths, marriages, chance meetings, parties that were attended, things that were changed in practical terms - like a new house, a new job, a new girlfriend (or wife), either as a direct or indirect result of drugs. It could even be as a result of stopping taking drugs. Like you met somebody when you stopped taking drugs, that you probably wouldn't have met if you had never taken drugs to begin with etc.
All those other things are just stuff that happens in your head. It is difficult to discern how valuable (if at all) they are.
How are our reports any different? We are a group of unknown people on the internet with an obvious political agenda. If anything we are as dubious a source of information as Erowid is. Secondly, what's wrong with Aldous Huxley? Thirdly the forum rules apply to everyone, you have flaunted them, expect a response. Don't blame Biklebees form enforcing the forum rules.
thealmassi1
05-12-2007, 21:51
I have friends that have conquered their depression and suicidal thoughts by taking shrooms. The thought process under the influence of the mushroom makes them think about life and their problems resulting in permanent and positive changes. I don't have time to write a whole thing on here but search on the internet and you'll find stories (i'm pretty sure). I have also heard of ppl who have taken acid and had similar effects on their life.
After all, for many ppl, it's the experience that counts and makes them view the world in a different light which tends to be the case with every person I know who has taken lsd and i'm sure with other drugs also (as you should know with your drug use).
Good luck on the essay. :)
Well if you want to argue about Huxley, it depends what you call 'great literary insight' and what you do not. In a certain light, from a certain skewn (and often drug induced) perspective, what Huxley says may make a certain degree of sense. But it does not serve the purpose of what I am trying to do. (Which is simply to talk about nice and good things that happened to people while they were under the influence of drugs). Trip reports may have their place - along with the musings of Huxley and others - but they still do not equate to real world physical events, which for the purpose of this task is what I hope to focus on.
I had hoped that this thread would maintain a much more positive outlook. It is a shame that it doesn't seem to have worked out this way.
Paracelsus
05-12-2007, 22:00
Find emotionally loaded stories about ketamine for depression and MDMA for PTSD.
What are you looking for then? People's stories of how LSD conquered their depression? Stories of how Crick came up with the double-helix idea under the influence of LSD? How marijuana was much used by Charles Sagan who produced several popular papers under the influence of it and is quoted as asking for it because it stimulated his work? Because all of those have been posted on these forums already. Anyway, your opinion of Aldous Huxley is irrelevant to be honest; his work is usually classed as great literature whether you think it is or not, so surely it counts as a positive result? The Island resulted in the formation of the Island Foundation who seek to advocate the legality and use of psychedelics which, according to your own political beleifs may or may not be an admirable goal. Perhaps you want to hear about the excellent efficacy of MDMA in post-traumatic stress treatment or psilocybin in resolving depression resulting from terminal illness?
Bingo, you're getting closer! But as you say these stories are already well known.
What I'm looking for is ordinary board members positive stories.
I am certain that these can make equally interesting reading.
Why do you want these over popular ones which are well documented and verifiable? It may well help you get responses if you can give a good reason as some may find it suspicious that you are insisting on stories that will ultimately reveal personal details, even if that suspicion is a paranoid one.
Names dates, places etc. are what is incriminating. There is no need for anyone to include any of these.
And why do I wish to include them? Well to be honest I just thought that they would make an interesting anecdotal addition to the essay - and would be a bit more real and a bit more appealing perhaps than these other more widely quoted (and often misquoted) stories that you mentioned.
However this is turning out to be very much more difficult to achieve than I had hoped. I can understand people's paranoia - well I can kind of I suppose, but really I was just looking to write a happy chirpy little essay that poked fun at an existing social norm - and perhaps raise some interesting cultural questions in the process too.
Micklemouse
05-12-2007, 22:30
The following is a true story, & possibly not for the squeamish...
A Certain Mouse I know had an epiphany on the toilet after 3 sleepless acid fuelled days on the West coast of Scotland. He''d already had some of the most magickal moments of his young life through the weekend already when on the last morning he realised he hadn't had a dump for days. Gravity & peristalsis immediately took over & off to the bog he trotted. As his bowels saw the Void, & 3 days of compacted organic no-longer-yumminess was evacuated, his mind positively blew. Suddenly he got it - this is why people do anal sex! He had an insight into a portion of the population he never had before, giving him a greater understanding of many of his friends. Not only that but he never knew a bodily function other than one directly related to the genitalia could have such a profound effect!
Is that the sort of thing you're looking for?
Euphoric
05-12-2007, 22:33
Check the essay: Confessions of a Middle-aged Ecstasy Eater by Anonymous http://www.maps.org/media/confessions.html
Also, here's a positive one SWIM experienced.
While under the influence of shrooms for the first time (a rather small amount, a little over a gram, unknown species) something good happened to him. He felt a little more cheerful and things seemed slightly brighter. He was walking along a city street at night and something shiny caught his eye. OOOOO SHINY!!! He picked it up and... VOILA! A memory card 4x the size of the one he currently had. Would his eyes have picked up the faint glimmer of this camera memory card had it not been for the shrooms? Who knows.
The following is a true story, & possibly not for the squeamish...
A Certain Mouse I know had an epiphany on the toilet after 3 sleepless acid fuelled days on the West coast of Scotland. He''d already had some of the most magickal moments of his young life through the weekend already when on the last morning he realised he hadn't had a dump for days. Gravity & peristalsis immediately took over & off to the bog he trotted. As his bowels saw the Void, & 3 days of compacted organic no-longer-yumminess was evacuated, his mind positively blew. Suddenly he got it - this is why people do anal sex! He had an insight into a portion of the population he never had before, giving him a greater understanding of many of his friends. Not only that but he never knew a bodily function other than one directly related to the genitalia could have such a profound effect!
Is that the sort of thing you're looking for?
Lol, I guess that's in jest. A little attempt at sarcasm? It was very well done though, I have to say. Although I'm not sure how far a magical turd can really take me. :p
Micklemouse
05-12-2007, 23:20
Jest? Sarcasm? It really is a true story! The Mouse doesn't lie!
So it really was a magical turd? Erm... Nice one mate.... :P
http://www.maps.org/gateway/
Plenty of material for you to work with there.
Bikelbees
05-12-2007, 23:46
There is a case study in there somewhere raid 517.
Petethemeat
06-12-2007, 11:26
As I feel this is a noble cause I will attempt to describe a story that SWIM told me.
While taking mushrooms one day, SWIM realised how terribly bad his relationship with his brother was. He immediately took steps to rectify this and soon after him and his younger brother went out for the night in his brothers words- 'as mates for the first time'. They are now good friends. SWIM would not have realised this without the analytical effects of mushrooms.
I feel like the argument "drugs can have positive outcome" has a pretty simple way to get people to agree.
"Do you listen to music? Do you read novels? Do you enjoy art or cinema? Well it's pretty a high probability that at least one musician, novel or movie that you really enjoy was created under the influence of some type of illegal drug, either marijuana, stimulants, opiates, psychedelics or other drug. Wouldn't you consider that a positive outcome?"
One day, after swim was waiting for almost a week, swim's friend finally pulled through and swim was finally able to purchase some adderall. After purchasing 5 30mg adderall, swim excitedly got back onto his own bus and consumed one of the 30mg capsules. At first, swim was dissapointed because swim wasn't feeling any effects, so when swim got home, swim decided to take another 30mg capsule, this time with a can of diet coke. After an hour, swim began to feel a slight bit of excitement and euphoria that definitely wasn't there before. This new feeling of euphoria and excitement made swim really happy. Since it was the first time swim was using adderall, he had no idea what to expect, and no idea what the effects were really like. The effects that swim felt continued to increase until around 9pm when swim's mother gave swim swim's nightly lorazepam. Everything was going great until the lorazepam began to kick in and slightly decrease the effects of the adderall. Swim then decided that he would wait an hour and take the other 3 of his 30mg capsules with a can of diet coke to help with the process of digesting them faster. Once it hit 10pm, swim took his last 3 remaining capsules and took them with a full can of diet coke. For the first 2 hours, swim did not notice any effects. Finally, around 12:30pm, swim began to feel very energetic and very euphoric, much more than he was previously. For the next hour in a half, the effects increased more and more. Now, its around 1:30am for swim, and the effects are still increasing more and more. Swim is excited about his new experiment with adderall, and swim is most likely going to purchase more tomorrow after school.