Nicotine - Smoking

[stoneinfocus]

Hi,

Swim has begun smoking agian after a nearly ten years break.

He usually prefered stimulating hisdopamin with intermitted spee, coke use andsteroids, but all his stuff has been conficated, so he´s up to 15 cigs/day and really feeels badly intoxicated... strangely he likes smoking, instead to whne he quit, he didn´t like it at all.

It´s like he´s done mor edamage in the three months smoking like in all the 10 years taking speed, or coke or some pills/year and steroid-use.

He feels like smoking is really an intense act of selfdestruction and hate and feels like the government fucked him again with this. (Opposed to weed, like smoking 2 bowls a day didn´t feel like a big damage been done to him).

Just needed to post it, because he´s just about giving up on life and this would make him and the things he stood and fought for look bad, although his enemies will never see him, having been totally clean for 6 years straight and working and not succeeding because of mobbing and slander.

He´s getting cold hands, it´s bad for his intestine, he feels his blodd pressure going up in a very unhealthy way,like ruining all endothelia byplague
and really hurting his lungs and heart, olus shivering like form a bad toxine.

I hate this life, the government and all the stupid and opportunistic people reluctant to the killing,evil andsuffering they cause, so he realy plans of quitting it like for one years now.

stoneinfocus.

[booyah007]

Originally Posted by stoneinfocus

Hi,

Swim has begun smoking agian after a nearly ten years break.

He usually prefered stimulating hisdopamin with intermitted spee, coke use andsteroids, but all his stuff has been conficated, so he´s up to 15 cigs/day and really feeels badly intoxicated... strangely he likes smoking, instead to whne he quit, he didn´t like it at all.

It´s like he´s done mor edamage in the three months smoking like in all the 10 years taking speed, or coke or some pills/year and steroid-use.

He feels like smoking is really an intense act of selfdestruction and hate and feels like the government fucked him again with this. (Opposed to weed, like smoking 2 bowls a day didn´t feel like a big damage been done to him).

Just needed to post it, because he´s just about giving up on life and this would make him and the things he stood and fought for look bad, although his enemies will never see him, having been totally clean for 6 years straight and working and not succeeding because of mobbing and slander.

He´s getting cold hands, it´s bad for his intestine, he feels his blodd pressure going up in a very unhealthy way,like ruining all endothelia byplague
and really hurting his lungs and heart, olus shivering like form a bad toxine.

I hate this life, the government and all the stupid and opportunistic people reluctant to the killing,evil andsuffering they cause, so he realy plans of quitting it like for one years now.

stoneinfocus.

That sucks, bro, but it sounds like you need to get a grip, talk to friends, read up about nicotine addiction and wanting to do it. Also, I'd suggest following up threads about quitting heroin, see how bad those guys have it, give you moral strenght and feel a bit better about your situation. You quit once already, why could you not do it again?
Best of wishes.

[stoneinfocus]

Methinks it is possible, too. And it looks a littel bit better right now.

Swim came across some weed and felt a very strong bronchodilatatory effect of it and it was a true psychedelik, seeing little pink hearts riding on sheeps, when he closed his eyes as well as amazing landscapes from the back of his memory.

he wouldn´t drive being stoned and disliked the after effects a bit, as he feels it really impaired his driving capabilites.

Anyway, if one could separate the bronchodliatatory effect from the psychedelic action (altgough it might be 5-HT-dependent and thus impossible), thisi weed would be a great opportunity for asthmatics and it curbed nicotine-surge for good.

Swim´s gotten off nicotine 10 years ago by smoking pure weed only.

Thanks booya, for your suppport, this actually is what I need-