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24-11-2004, 02:48
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cocaine addiction stories
i'm just trying to see if anyone relates to this...i love the feeling coke can give, and i love being with friends and talking about nonsense for a while..but i hate the fact that after a few lines, all you can think about is more, and how can i buy more....it turns you into a fiend.....thank god i don't have much money, or i'd be in trouble...
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27-11-2004, 09:58
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Yea, I feel you on that one. You THINK an 8-ball good for awhile but......
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01-12-2004, 16:24
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About 3 months ago my wife and I started using coke just on Friday nights. An 8-ball would last the 2 of us from Friday about 7pm until Saturday 1pm. It was a great time. Every Friday for the last 3 months. However this past Friday there was a point where there was about 2 grams left and for the first time I couldn't wait until it was gone. Each time I would look at the bag I would say, "Fuck, there's a lot left!" When it was finally gone I felt relieved. I was actually thankful that it was gone. On Sunday my wife and I decided that we are taking some time off. We decided that 2-3 months will be enough of a break.
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01-12-2004, 17:21
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Digger. Very wise man. It never hurts to chill out for a while. That is the best way to avoid getting hooked. Plus you will appreciate it more and feel less guilty if you chill out.
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02-12-2004, 02:48
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Ya know the thing about why we do it. It the fantastic time my and I have while on it. During the week we have little time to eachother. So come Friday night I can count on spending the next 20 hours straight awake, talking, having sex. That's what I'm addicted to...the time!
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02-12-2004, 06:24
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the cocaine addiction stories thread
I know this question has been asked a million times but I just thought I'd add to the redundancy. Nice quiet night, a Wednesday, just felt like relaxing, haven't snorted in about 5 days, thought I'd take a couple weeks off......had a few glasses of wine (which was my first mistake), and that led to about 4 lines, and now I'm fukd up!!! How can I be that weak? The first thing I thought about when I got home from work today.."no coke". But I think that put the idea in my head. I know that one of my triggers is alcohol, but I couldn't resist. Does this make me an addict? When I have any alcohol at all, I'm like a Pavlovian dog...I need it. Well, I should clarify, I feel urges quite a bit, but gimme some alcohol, and forget it, my common sense and will power go out the window like a teenagers underwear.
Question: Is there a good solution to wash your nose out with that helps with the nasal swelling and stuffiness afterwards. I try just washing out with warm water, but it only helps a bit. What about water and some sort of solution? Thanks y'all. In 'unfortunate' solitude.... JT Last edited by Benga; 09-09-2007 at 18:45..
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02-12-2004, 09:14
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superdude, Well, the thing with me...I didn't realize I was addicted to c, until my exgirlfriend broke up with me....Do you think you're addicted? Not many people do that, unless they're addicted right? I mean, you control yourself from doing it.... As far as a solution for your nose...I don't know any...but, what helps me...Take a hot shower after you're done...When I last did it, was about a week an half ago (I slipped), my nose doesn't get stuffy or runny anymore... My friend has that problem too. He can get hard, after awhile...but, he can't come anymore, he's been doing it for years now...
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03-12-2004, 07:42
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I found the best thing for me is to drink a shitload of bud light and deal with the clogged nose in the morning (in the shower). If I dont drink heavily, I am up all night miserable with my nose. The shower releases some mad buggers that dont even look like they could fit in my nose. I usually run the shower on my nose for about 5 mins and work it around a bit with my fingers otherwise it feels like im trying to blow a watermellon out.
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03-12-2004, 07:45
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superdude, I cant get hard for shit when im on coke. In fact my penis runs the other direction and almost becomes non existant.
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09-05-2005, 11:49
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Cocaine: After 9 months...
Woo... didn't drink any cola for about 9 months, didn't even think about much it the past six. Friend came over today tho (male unfortunately), and it just happened. So did the instant drain on my wallet... far be it from this foo' to EVER kick in on some. Stingyass... never mind, the prob is I'm too generous and don't give a phuck about money. At least I'm KNOWINGLY letting this dude scam off me (LOL), dammit been friends with the guy for 30 years!
 A friendship based on absolutely nothing but mutual memories.9 months w/no cola didn't bring me back to square one by any means. I was also dumb enough to take my brother up on a few puffs on his damn peace pipe, which always just makes me friggin' STUPID (I feel like Butthead from B&B after that shit, sorry fans... I talk like him too, and act like it.. I hate it, and you'd hate me too after the peace pipe). Anyways, the cola remains not worth it to me, by a long shot (need my $$$$$$$ for other shiznits). Mebbe yesterday was intended as a reminder.Edited by: Nicaine
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07-03-2006, 23:59
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Ex-Cocaine Addict Relapses
I used to be a moderate cocaine user. About 5 or 6 months ago, I escalated my usage to doing several lines per day. Towards the end of my 'binge', I started to notice that I didn't get that 'euphoric' feeling anymore, even after the first line of the day. There were also some moments where I noticed chest pains, muscle tightening, and even heart palpitations. That prompted me to quit the white stuff (for atleast a while).
Recently, I tried some coke again. I figured it had been several months and I would be able to get some enjoyment out of it. I didn't. All it did was give me a 'tweakish' feeling, no real high. I thought that maybe it was a bad batch, but my friends were doing the same stuff and they got a good high from it. I'm wondering if anyone has any insight on this; am I unable to get a high or any pleasure from the stuff because I did it too much in my past? If I were to wait, say, 3 years before I tried the stuff again, would I react in the same way? I'd just like to think that if I wait I can perhaps regain some of the pleasure that I used to get from snorting the white. Or maybe I just fucked myself up permanently.
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08-03-2006, 00:41
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I would say that this is a sign from God(no offense if you beleive in another god-like figure) to stop the white forever. If i were you I would jump on the green wagon, also known as the Cannabis Express.
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10-06-2008, 18:29
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Re: i hate cocaine, but i don’t..
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 Only thing is after a while she realised just how fake it is....SWIM would be the life and soul of any party or night out just so long as there was coke on the table...the minute and I mean the minute it ran out fear would grip her  (her stomach would tighten into knots and she would quite literally start to panic), and she went from speaking so fast - faster than the words would come out even  , to not being able to string a sentence together (or look people in the eye). The contrast was so noticiable that she started to get really paranoid thinking everyone knew that she could only speak when she was on coke and that people must laugh at her behind her back (or hate her perhaps?). SWIM would beat herself up so bad about it the next day (thinking what a twat she was)....SWIM started self-harming and having suicidal thoughts.....coke didn't seem so much fun anymore. Well, thats my sad little tale about coke and what it did to one SWIMster. SWIM decided to share  in the hope it might put others off indulging in future: In her humble opinion it's a fake, nasty drug. SWIM just thought of something else to illustrate her point: next time SWIY's goes out and takes coke (if indeed SWIY's do), try and remember the next day the conversations you had. SWIM bets that you'll only be able to remember the stuff you were saying and talking about but not what anyone you were with had to say. Coke makes people so self-indulgent that their only interested in themselves and their own voice! lol....SWIM thinks coke basically turns everyone on it into a complete arsehole! (herself very much included). 
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