Are you addicted?

[daisythepirate]

Come on now. be honest.



well i thought i was considering i was onit for almost 2weeks straight, and ive known people of being on hwaaaay longer. But anyway after those 2weeks i started feeling sick and i didnt liek it so now 4months later, i stil havent done any. and i can but i just dont feel like it. im sure i will again sometime.

[hacnslash]

I do amphetamine (adderall usually) sparingly, but sometimes i go on these binges that last 2-3 days where i redose occasionally...i don't consider myself addicted since i don't get withdrawal symptoms.

[Candace]

I can definately say I'maddicted to meth. Not physically addicted, but mentally, thats for damn sure. I love the way crystal makes me feel like I canaccomplish anything I want and since I have so much going on in my life, it gives me the energy I need to stay up a bit longer and get shit done. Ive been using off and on since December, and for the past three months I have been doing it almost daily (dont use for 2-3 days a week, just to give my body a break). I've built a major tolerance though since now I have no problems eating or sleeping (but the desire isn't there), when before just thinking about eating would make me feel sick.


Iknow a lot of people have their negative opinions about drugs, myself I had them my whole life because of how I was raised, until I "experimented" with some friends around Christmas. I didn't think about it for a month or so afterwards, and boom, there it was again and I was hooked. I was really shy and anti-social, and crystal has helped me come out of my shell and feel comfortable, even when I'm NOT using. I've been promoted at work, lost weight Ive been trying to lose all my life, etc etc.


Yes, I do know I am playing with fire, so please don't lecture me..I lecture myself enough as it is, and that hasn't even worked, haha. The bad thing is, is I KNOW when I am ready to quit, its going to be really hard, just because of the high it gives you. So when I quit, it will be a struggle not to come back for more.

[discobloodbath]

meth scares me.. i use to want to try it (without ever reading up on it) because i thought it would be great way to loose weight or something stupid like that.. i use to beg my best friend to steal some off his friends parents who are very heavily addicted to meth (and i'm not joking when i say heavy, you wouldnt believe some of the things those two have done).. but then one day after deciding to stop talking to my best friend i got a call from him telling me if i wanted to try something "new".. I never called him back and didnt talk to him for four months.... after those four months i finnaly answered one his calls and agreed to see him only too see someone bone thin... he told me about his experiences since our last time together on meth.. (he started that night he called me)... he looked awful... he started going on and on about meth "its like blah, blah, blah"... "its smells like".. "this one time i was" just over and over all night, meth this meth that.. he did it without thinking... when he finnaly offered me some i said no... it freaked me out.. especiall when he wanted to do some.. he saw how freaked out i was and didnt do any...and since then it has pretty much been the same.. i now feel like i have to be around him just so he doesnt feel compelled to use meth... and whats scary is to see him when craveings hit... i believe everyone should be able to do whatever they want with their own life, their own body.. but man its hard to think that way when your best friend is on the verge of becoming someone else, messing around with something very deadly and very addictive... a book i have has it placed higher than crack, so be careful with that stuff.. once that stuff changes the way your dopamine is released than your F*cked...be careful brothers and sisters

[GlassPrincess]

meth is scary. i love it but at the same time i hate it. i havent done it for a month and sometimes i just crave the feeling adrenaline and shit but then sometimes i think about how i was awake for like 4-5 days, acne, wanting it all the time. i think its best that im away from it for now. its hard sometimes but my bf is really against it, his ex was a real meth head and to be with him is my incentave not to touch it. and when i feel like it i just call him or talk to him and i feel a lot better. i dont mean to say that to be cheesy but hell, sometimes you cant do things on your own and if looking at the situation like that and its keeping me healthy and sane, well shit, its reason enough for me.