View Full Version : Who’s done this: Taking Cocaine again after they vowed it was the last time
newone12
15-10-2005, 19:50
SWIM had a pretty rough Thursday night .. felt sick and like shit all day yesterday.He vowed that that was the LAST time he would do it then woke up this morning and realized he still had a good amount left. SWIM's nowalmost done with his second gram . five hours later ... and enjoying the ride. This stuff will get you ...
newone12
15-10-2005, 21:24
SWIM's well into gram 3 and just called fo more ... the come down is going to be a bitch .. is it worth it?
If you enjoy it that much, accept all the comedowns,understand the dangers and have enough money for itthen why not? Just don't do it to often or get yourself hooked. Try to only do it for special occasions, not just because your bored or you might find yourself dependent on it.
SWIM's well into gram 3 and just called fo more ... the come down is going to be a bitch .. is it worth it?
The comedown is definetly hard, especially after a long haul, but getting more to avoid it is just delaying the inevitable. Also, the longer you go, the bigger and more frequent are the lines in order to keep the high going. SWIM's experience with doing what he calls the 'ironman' is a waste of money (and brain cells). Bite the bullet and finish off with a big 'rock star' line. Try smoking a joint to take the edge off. It will help get the urge to do another line off your mind.
raven3davis
17-10-2005, 06:44
SWIM has done the same, but he agrees, if you keep going its just going to be worse. Benzos are veryyyyy nice for this kind of situation. VERY nice
pharmapsyche
17-10-2005, 07:45
SWIM aggree's with the last post so much, if you can get your hand on some benzodiazepines to take after doing more, you're going to feel alot better no matter what. You have to learn to take the come-down. You can't just feel good without ever feeling bad, you just have to take the good with the bad, and if you think it's too bad, i wouldn't even do it to begin with...yet if you look at it all just like a big experiment, it makes more sense, you realize what your body is going through, why your feeling good for awhile, and then bad. It makes it much easier.
wingsofazrael
19-10-2005, 06:10
my advice for the comedown would be drink some water, thenabout an hour after the final dose have some 5htp and ltyrosine and then after another hour, take a xanax/klonopin or halcionifyoure lucky enough to find some...thenhit the damn bed.
rockwithwings
20-10-2005, 19:21
just thought i'd add that if you've been drinking alcohol, any kind of
benzo should be avoided. so using either/or is fine, just don't do
both. and have fun!
dukiegrad
03-12-2005, 04:39
Well, it's benn nearly two months and it looks like SWIM is on another line . At least there are no cravings ... just a good time every once and a while. SWIM will have to stick witha gram this time -- needs to pace himself through the holiday party season.
Who's done this? Taking cocaine again after vowing not too.....
Bloody hell! Who hasn't done it more like..........
how long must we sing this song? done that plenty, as years go by you start 2 realise the come down is not worth it. sinus problems permanently & it's not good taking something like heavy sleeping tablets 2 knock u out. from a xtreme upper to a comatised low sleep. this was taxing on swims heart.
Fight Club
09-07-2008, 18:51
. . . woke up this morning and realized he still had a good amount left. . .
This, unfortunately was a much less frequent occurance.
FC
yumfatbig1
11-07-2008, 12:38
It doesn't matter how wired swiy is, just finish of with a 1/4 bottle of whiskey and go to sleep, you'll be right as rain in the morning.
dont' avoid the comedown. embrace it.
swim's last comedown was the fire swim's needed under his ass to keep he clean for over 5 months now. every time I even get the crack thought in swim's head, he thinks of that comedown, how much like shit he felt and how it ruined his life to ome extent.
SWIM is really glad she read this last post before she went to bed tonight because SWIM and her boyfriend have been struggling (and I mean struggling) for a while now to quit the cocaine habit. SWIM has been smoking crack for 8 years, her boyfriend for at least 15. They both want to stop but its hard enough for one person on their own, together it seems near on impossible. Today SWIMs boyfriend wanted it but SWIM didn't...they went out and ending up using, SWIM had a really good time and started making plans to smoke again on Monday when they next have money but SWIMs boyfriend (whose idea it was in the first place), ended up having a shitty day and a bad comedown. SWIM and boyfriend just got home and are both feeling pretty shitty now....started discussing whether to smoke or not on Monday...everything was feeling a bit hopeless to be honest, but having read ai's post they're now both agreed to try (really fuckin' try!) to stop this bullshit...SWIM and boyfriend are gonna try to stay clean on Monday by remembering how this day (today) ended with a shitty comedown (as all nights out on cocaine do, lets be honest now) and fingers crossed we'll be clean in 5 months time too.....cheers ai....we'll keep y'all posted
this is a permanent struggle. as user 'ai' said embrace it! as terrible as this is, this is what is gonna make one realise the shitty side outweighing the good side of cocaine use. smurf loves it but he hates it. grrrrrr. it has too many after consequences which one thinks back to the night & it's like why did i do that. some swimmers can take quite a beating though, this went on for quit a while before finally deciding fuck it. smurf has tried drinking lots of alcohol to knock him out, but the drug craving over powers this & fucks things up more not being able to sleep & even throwing up. strong sleeping tablets caused heart issues from the up & down so often.
this is what is gonna make one realise the shitty side outweighing the good side of cocaine use. smurf loves it but he hates it. grrrrrr. it has too many after consequences which one thinks back to the night & it's like why did i do that.
Exactly.
I'd say a vast majority of coke users at one point have decided to take a break or cut back and have inevitably sniffed again.
Gotta break the cycle