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  1. Seriously...

    ...people need help. I sometimes look on ebay for opium stuff, and I'm never surprised that there are fakes on there, but I am surprised to see people bidding on them. Sometimes the bidding goes quite high. They're always labelled as "authentic," of course, and I wonder if the sellers really do think they have something that was once used by an actual opium smoker. Seriously, somebody needs to help people out. Somebody needs to write a guide to discerning authentic opium antiques from the...
  2. .

    It Is a car crash That thing in your vision that sticks Holding your eyes focus for a moment That stretches on Forever with Infinite time to reflect Why do these things keep happening to me? Who cares? I don't know any more 'coz it's starting to get all weird Like when a good trip kicks in and you're like, hang on And it's right there But you don't believe it So all you can do is stand still and stare Stuck in a moment forever Twisting in fortune like a spiral That waxes and...
  3. Walk your own path

    There are specific amounts of space we’ve allotted for people, things, and places in our lives, whether consciously or inadvertently. And even if you wanted to, there are things you cannot cut out or rearrange to make them fit. You cannot put an elephant in a pigeon hole, or a square peg in a round hole. Blaming yourself for things going wrong, people leaving, situations not working out the way you’d like them to is a simple solution. So is blaming the other person. Albeit simple, it is...
  4. Love Scars (Spoken Word)

    This poem is a collection of thoughts, feelings, ideas, and so on that I've gathered over the years. I find it easier to write about sad events, so I figured I try my hand at a break up/turbulent relationship piece. It's like I try to move forward but we're still looking backwards And we try to turn the page-but we're stuck in this chapter It's like we're free to have a future-but imprisoned by our past Every new day-still reminds us of our last And we're both tired of this song-but...
  5. 31 Days Sober.. But This Break From My Lady Is Making It Hard To Say It's Over!

    Been feeling pretty good as far as energy goes. For me it's always been the roughest of the getting clean part of it. Withdrawals are fine.. but the lethargy and lack of motivation and feeling like I have to binge eat but only wanting sugars and sweets can be a real bitch! But I've done this before and I have been handling getting clean like a pro. But am I happy? NO! It just goes to show you that there is more to it than just getting clean. My stubborn mind does not know how to handle...
  6. The Bed That You Made

    How can you be so weak Why do you always follow Once so strong and proud And now so frail and hollow Why can't you just stand up Instead of sinking in this hole You've surrendered all your strength And you let it take your soul Now just close your eyes and pray And pretend a god will save you You still try to justify While your addiction slowly slays you Illusions front as truth As deceptions overtake Your life becomes a lie A joke A fraud A fake When suddenly your love is gone And hope has...
  7. Porcelain Doll

    Porcelain Doll sitting high on your shelf gorgeous by your self perfect for everyone to see Porcelain doll keep safe my dear so don't stray from here everyone wanting to be Porcelain doll lifeless white face whats in your soul? emotionless beauty what falls for the toll? Drugs tell the stories Tracks show the lies but everyone watches your fake painted eyes Dolly your broken,you bring no more joy who wants to play,with a broken old toy Moonlight reflects on your pale visage for years...
  8. Impossible

    Born in Ireland in 1884, child prodigy William Thomson was enrolled in Glasgow University at the age of ten. He became an accomplished mathematician, astronomer, chemist, and physicist who made a significant contribution to the laying of the transatlantic cable in 1858. His distinguished scientific career was confirmed when he was elected to the Royal Society where he served as its president. He is also known as the First Baron Kelvin of Largs. William Thomson or Lord Kelvin, whichever you...
  9. Fantasizing about it

    Been fantasizing about relapsing pretty obsessively lately. I thought writing it down somewhere would help. I don't even know what I would do after I smoked meth. I fantasize more about the process than anything. Going to get the meth, buying the pipe, loading it, melting it down and watching the beautiful crack back. That is if I didn't get arrested during the deal for some reason. Or just get ripped off; which is pretty likely. I know this will pass and I just have to stay strong. I...
  10. Open Up

    Open that new calendar, turn the page, and begin your new year. Just as in opening the pages of a book, who really knows what the contents will contain? Just what does "open" really mean for us? What do we open? What does it include? Familiar phrases or words such as "eyes wide open", "keep an open mind", "stay open to new ideas" all qualify as good examples of the concept. When your eyes are wide open, you see more, possibly have a different insight into an old problem or situation. More...
  11. More Quotes!

    1. I would kill for a Nobel Peace Prize! 2. Always borrow money from pessimists.....they never expect it back. 3. Half the people you know are below average. 4. 99% of all lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. 82.7% of all statistics are made up on the spot. 6. a conscious is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good. 7. a clear conscious is a sign of a bad memory. 8. All those people who believe in psychkinesis raise my hand. 9. The early bird may get the worm, but the second...
  12. You've Got Mail

    So, I got a letter from my landlord today. He plans to put the place I've been renting on the market. Now I get to pack up my loads of books and try to find a place where they won't give me crap about having a dog. Yay.
  13. Parting for now, have a son, moving my core self my core beliefs to build on.

    actually that's all bullshit fuck that. fuck priorities, fuck people who will get in your way and I did literally the opposite of title to be fair because I needed a picture, and fuck trying and fuck effort but yes still meet him why not actually leave get out alive were most are dead. and by objectification financial motives which are not bullshit become only meaning left out of who gives your birth and to who you give birth and whoever is source of bullshit gone nothing, however fucked...
  14. I'm too old for this shit

    Im just going to go ahead and write this blog, to vent... my little half sister, my god she stresses me out. She just turned 24 years old, she has a one year old. her relationship with her boyfriend is very unstable. hes the type of guy who would rather go out with his friends drinking after work, than come home. days at a time sometimes even. she has no stable home really, he had gotten them a place to rent, but when they started fighting alot, she moved out, and he moved back in...
  15. From the heart

    The voices in my head tell me what's right But the heart draws me to you And if it all goes south I'll take it a man Deep down I know it's wrong but i'll fight to make it right Heaven is a cold night wrapped round your warm soft body In that moment I forget that you don't love me the way love you So I close my eyes so I won't see the love you don't feel for the love I feel for you Just love true like you once did before I put that doubt in your head Just love me like I love you,...
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