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Amphetamine

  1. cut that shit out and stop cutting our shit

    Nobody likes stepping in shit but everyone seems to like stepping ON their shit I mean I completely understand the concept it's for the money nobody does it to make it last only to make more off what they have and back in the day it worked because only 1-2 links in the chain did so and nobody really complained because it still did the job but now everyone to touch it cuts it and some even do a 50/50 ratio and they think it will make more money when in reality yeah you make more immediately...
  2. 31 Days Sober.. But This Break From My Lady Is Making It Hard To Say It's Over!

    Been feeling pretty good as far as energy goes. For me it's always been the roughest of the getting clean part of it. Withdrawals are fine.. but the lethargy and lack of motivation and feeling like I have to binge eat but only wanting sugars and sweets can be a real bitch! But I've done this before and I have been handling getting clean like a pro. But am I happy? NO! It just goes to show you that there is more to it than just getting clean. My stubborn mind does not know how to handle...
  3. [] Day 31.. Almost Pulled The Trigger On That Loaded Gun []

    [] Day 31.. Almost Pulled The Trigger On That Loaded Gun [] Sorry I haven't been online you guys. I promised that I was going to post on day 30 and I didn't deliver. I have just been feeling like shit with the flu. I get my annual flu vaccine and this time I was way too caught up with work and my love life to bother with it and it's been killing me! I've been breaking out.. my hormones feel out of whack and I have a pinched nerve on the right side of my neck running down to my shoulders...
  4. We're all separately alone, together.

    Oops. Continued from last post. I think I can trust her most out of everyone. Be open with her more than anyone else. But there is always this questioning. She's an alcoholic. She's now (back) into drugs and she invited me along. That doesn't mean she's evil or bad. But at what point does it start to change a person? It's easier to be honest with strangers over the Internet. Many won't be judgemental, at least so far in my experience here on df. And those who are judgemental well fuck...
  5. Day 23.. Sobriety Is Allowing Me To Be Free..

    Day 23.. I'm free, I can breathe, and I am actually happy! Clean and sober and the day is almost over but I feel the love tonight man! My love life is actually going pretty good. I was talking to my girl about everything and about this forum and how it all started to unfold. She was a former coke addict but she's been clean for 3 years now and she even said leaving the porn industry was the second best choice she's made because she didn't have to feel degraded and abused at times. I think...
  6. Cloudy with a chance of living.

    I often find myself wondering why I continue to use. Regardless of any negative impact that my using has on my life, I continue to light the pipe. To roll it side to side as I inhale slowly and steadily. To watch the vapor swirl and build inside the bubble until blowing out clouds. Clouds that seem to contain all the anxiety and stress of the day, week, month, or even the year. It's not cloud nine, but it's floating somewhere between heaven and hell. A place for fools, dreamers, and junkies....
  7. To Sober Me...

    My general blog disclaimer is that I'm trying to examine my dark side so that I see my crap. I know I've said that somewhere before. This is one of those posts that I'm making high as a kite. To sober me- I am sorry for the all-nighter and that you will have to get up and be the grown up. We do need to work. The thing is, though, you don't ever have fun. And you know that we are really like being out of our head. There are too many bad things up there and we still won't go there since...
  8. Every drug should be legal.

    I think possibly one must receive the professional opinion of a doctor before obtaining a substance, but it should be up to the individual how they should affect their body, these drugs being mass produced would lower the cost, allowing addicts to function better in society not having to pay ridiculous prices from street dealers. Also no one should have the right to tell me what I cant put in my body that is the biggest load of shit I have ever heard, alcohol has ruined my life more than...
  9. forums

    a place to go when u cant talk to others or need to run away.....maybe feel like meeting new people and keeping it to yourself.....find others w crazy shit in common....much easier to make friends online as well as hurt others .......but its life priorities change...
  10. Self-medicating for ADHD: an evaluation of RCs and meds

    My activity on this forum has declined a lot after I had to resolve a substance abuse problem. I have ADD and am an insomniac, which is probably related. I got into an addiction of sleeping meds, which I overcame. There was a whole slew of other drugs that I experimented with but didn't have any issues with to stop as well. I used to be prescribed dextro-amphetamine for my ADD which worked miracles for me. I admit it also contributed slightly to the insomnia, but since that was already...
  11. The Definition of Insanity - Ramblings of an addict

    (Yep, its the narrator voice again...this is a blog I wrote about a month ago.. yeah it's a meth induced rant, enjoy!!!) So they tell you in treatment the definition of Insanity is repeating the same behavior over and over and over and expecting different results. This would be how Albert Einstien had defined insanity. When researching other sources definitions of Insanity include: "Trying to make sense out of something that makes no sense" "Trying to have a normal relationship with...
  12. Disposable words, fumbled words and words unspoken.

    During those long nights alone, just me, my glass pipe, and maybe some vodka, with every bass heavy mixtape I can find blaring through my headphones, I’ve started to spend more and more time having random disposable conversations on Omegle. Text only, I just don’t feel like talking aloud, or filtering out those legions of cock-wielding masterbators. Sober me can’t stand the site, but tweaking in the early hours, it seems as good a place as any to try and make some kind of connection with...
  13. Feeling the positive energy today...

    ...I almost went on to our negative thread and attempted to spread puppy dogs and rainbows, but that woulda been bullshit, because we need that thread. Its good to get all that crap everyone holds onto out in the open. It doesn't matter if no one reads it or pretends to care, its for the person doing it. I am a huge believer in free writing, or I suppose talking to myself. lol.. Anywho, I'm feeling good things today, I'm still stressed and worried, but above that, starting yesterday I...
  14. Blast from the Past (first time tweaking)

    The following is an autobiographical sketch of my first time using crystal methamphetamine in the early 1990's. The names have been changed. Taylor reached into his backpack and took out what looked like a small glass test-tube that had a bulb-shaped bottom. He put the open end of the test-tube in his mouth and held a lighter flame to the bulb end, which I could now see had a small hole on the top of it, and white fumes began to flow down the test-tube as he inhaled, and then blew out a...
  15. My cat and her meth journey #8

    It was a beautiful, sunny Saturday and my cat and tomcat were enjoying the weekend, soaking up some sun, running some errands... just hanging out together. They went to get some things for dinner and came home with a few bags of groceries. As they were unpacking, my cat opened up the fridge and saw the GHB. "Wanna drink this?" she asked. Twenty minutes later tomcat is flying, my cat wasn't too far behind him. They laughed, played music, rolled around on the bed and my cat was keen to keep...
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